This is my beautiful life

2006-07-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

DEAN WEARCH
THIS IS FOR YOU ((:

HELLO MR SUNSHINE!

i'll miss the silly things you do

like dancing in your boxers

in the middle of the road..

jumping over the hedge and

flapping your hands screaming

"I BELIEVE I CAN FLLLY"

hahahha...and trying to shove

23 pork chops down your throat ((:

by the way you're WHITTTTEEE

not some GANGSTA SHIT

hahahahah..even though you try..

it'll only work on dating sites ((:

the random nonsense

and your logic..

"i believe that we should mate

because mating will bring the world together

and then we can have world peace and then

we can be so cool and like full of world peace!

cuz a white guy like me and a chinese mixed up girl

like you will result in very nice mixed babies"

WTH!! HAHAHAHA..NO LOGIC!

HAHAHAHAH!
"i eat bananas sideways because i have slanted thinking"

"dance like you're gay shit cuz when you dance gay

youll be so gay!

haaaaaaaaaahhhhaaa (((:

and other stuff like acting gay!

THAT FREAKS ME OUT..

A WHOLE LOT ((:

hahahha...you just lack the cross dressing bit ((:

you know you're sooo EGOISTICAL

its not even funny..

and everything about you is

SO FULL of RUBBISH...

but even then..

i really really appreciate the love

and all the little thoughtful things

the stupid phone calls

and the phone messages ((:

i can't help but smile when i see

i receive a message from you!

hahaha..you're very appreciated by me

and i'll MISS YOU A WHOOOLLLE

DAMMMMNNN MEEEGGGAAAA

NIGGGAARRRAA SSSIIIZZZEDDDD

WAAAATTTEERRRFALLLLEDDD

LOT WHEN YOU LEAVE!!

MUCH LOVE GANNGGSTA BOY!!

2006-07-23T14:07:00.000+08:00

ahhh..study study studyy!!! sigh :(
i was taking my break and looking through old photos
andd there were so many photos i've never seen before!
<>

2006-07-22T23:01:00.000+08:00

* hey i wanna catch your wave,

i wanna drift away.

In a world where superficiality surrounds you all the time

what do you do?

i've found the greatest friends ever ((:

both old and new..

i'm so glad to have met you guys!! <3

i was just thinking back bout this week

and i've realised it has been SO UNEVENTFUL

and quite useless actually..

andddd i'm so damn rude when i pms!!

HAHAHAHAH!

i'm sorry if i snapped at anyone :P

anyway...

I'M SO HAPPY!! CHEYAAANNNE

IS COMING BACK ((: but for like one day..

cuz she needs to attend some wedding ceremony

then fly off to usa where she's going for her interview

with some uni. stooooopppid girl.

i'm gonna tell wesley what you did with his bike!!

hahahaha..i doubt you'll live. LOL ((:

dean is leaving on the 29th :((

even though you're an idiot

and you do stupid things

i'm gonna miss you!!

i'm sorry i can't meet up with you this week..

i'll leave a day free for you okay?? ((:

my left eye is feeling soo itchy

and its turning red..

i think i'm allergic to dee ((:

hahaha...both vic and i are!!

DEE STOP DOING DRUGS! <3

we're all so excited vic's b'dae is next friday

but its like the day we have

two major tests :S

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

DON'T GROW COLD

THATS JUST THE WAY THE WORLD IS

KEEP THE FIRE BURNING

OH ISRAEL, HOW MUCH LONGER

MUST YOU WEEP?

2006-07-22T00:46:00.000+08:00

SO VERRRY TIRED

just came home 15 mins ago..

went to see battle of the bands

OMMMMGGG

TAAABBBYYYY!!! YOU'RE MY IDOL!!

I WANT TO HEAD BANG JUST LIKE YOU!!

*SCREAMS LIKE A MAD CRAZED WOMAN*

hahaha..LOL ((:

ACS int should have taken the second or first prize..

barker won, but that's because they have Nathan Hartono

and he's a chick magnet..

vicky was testing the magnitude of screams she could evoke

she shouted nathan..

and peaaals and sqeals and LOTS OF GIRLS START YELLING

" WE LOVVEEE YOOOUU NATTHHHAAANNN*

omg..lol. MY THROAT IS SOOO SORE!

I SCREAMED SO MUCH FOR ACS INT..

the boys in front were covering their ears..i feeel bad

i think we did some serious damage ((:

OH AND THERE WAS A FIGHT!!

SO EXCITING!! but i'm quite sad though

I MISSED IT!! :((

then the whole bunch of us headed over to crystal jade to eat supper ((:

wwwee met KARRRRRRIII TAAAMMMUUURRRAAA

(HOY HOY HOY HOY HOYYY!!) hahahaha..LOL

and shumei and sarah ((: ahhh..I'MM SOOOO TIRED

by the way..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AQEEELL!!!

I LOVVEEE YOU!! ((:

* thank you for the fun and laughter

your little thoughtful gestures

and how you never fail to brighten my day

your silly antics and little "bitch fits"

and all the fun gossip sessions ((:

the sunflowers and the brunches

and just thank you for being you!!

you're a great friend ((:

happy 17th!!

gggd night ((:

2006-07-20T14:07:00.000+08:00

hahahaha..ITS TRUE!

no one bothers to do our own photos anymore

we just take them from dee ((:

lol, we're learning first aid for p.e

this is what they teach us

HELLLLLOO!!
MY NAME IS LYDIA

I AM AN EMERGENCY RESPONDER

HOW MAY I HELP YOU???

and proceed to molest the dummy ((:

and there was family fiesta..I DID THE PRETTY BALLOOON ARC!!

I AM SOooOOOOOOOoooo TALENTEDD!!! ((: hahahha..

but i'm really glad for great friends who stayed

back and helped do posters and blow the balloons with me..

"WE'RE TOO COOL WE PARTY IN SCHOOL"

yup yup, thats the motto <3

much thanks to DANETTTTEEE

VIIICCTTOOORRRRRRIIIAAA

GOWRI DOOOOOOO PANDIAN :P

AZFAR FAR, TABBY, KUI, RAJ

JIAYI, BRYAN, KENNETH
and ermss..

amrit for coming late

yeah so anyway..

this week has been full of free periods..

WHY?

there was a-level chinese orals and listening

and most of our teachers are missing

cuz they were absent. Oh well..I'M SOOO TIRED

RACIAL HARMONY DAY TML!

SIGH..stupid azfar suddenly doesn't want to emcee..

P.S: its really true, danette has drugs in the air of the room

CALLL CNB!

2006-07-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

WHY SOO COOL DEEE?? (((((:

I LUPPPCCHHH TTTTYOU PIIIKKAACHHHUU!! <33

now everyone is stealing my line! HMPH! :(

anyway

today was..more drama

and more drama..

my head is gonna explode from anymore drama!!

PLS NO MORE!!

LOL! i had geog in the morn then econs was free cuz all the rest

went for their a-level orals..and so we had like 5 ppl lessons

for the rest of the day :P and we watched bowling for columbine

for gp..OMG! ITS SOOOO SAD! :((

and yes..charles heston..you're stupid and a disgrace..

marilyn manson is weird, disgusting and not to mention PSYCHO..

but hey..he ACTUALLY MADE SENSE!!

when marilyn manson starts making sense

i think something's really wrong

ANYWAY...

ahhaha there was this cartoon in the show..IT WAS SO FUNNY!!

anyway..uneventful day

long day ahead tml..

tata <3

2006-07-16T21:36:00.000+08:00

SOO MUCH DRAMA!!

SOOO SOOO MUCH!

but this week has been going great though

and next week so much more fabulous..

i'm getting so lazy to blog..HOW?! lol

2006-07-14T01:05:00.000+08:00

I LOVE HOW THIS WEEK IS GOING ((:

LONG BLOG ENTRY AHEAD <3

I'm like practically happy everyday..

yeah so today started off fine

was a little tired but my day was filled with all the mad laughter and fun

even when some people went spreading rumours bout the incident

i didn't really care ((:

some people asked me why i'm being so nice..

"just complain about them"

but i felt that it won't matter cuz they're lying

and why should i have anything to hide if i'm telling the truth?

LET ME MAKE THIS CLEAR TO YOU GUYS..

if its clearly male bravado

and you're finding someone to blame

i don't really care ((: by saying stuff about me that isn't true

might make you feel better but deep down

your conscience pricks at you

and therefore you're finding someone to blame shift ((:

Firstly

about me chasing you guys away

if you want to lie

do it properly ((:

by the time i came down

you guys were already over the fence

what was i supposed to chase you away from??

its not as if you're having a love affair with the school..

Second

Apparently i was creating a commotion

no..i didn't say anything to you guys

i sat down with kui and he told me smthg funny

and i went to tell bryan about what he said..

i was laughing ((:

i NEVER spoke to you guys not once that night

so how is that creating a commotion about you guys?!

we were all on patrol..

you bunch, and i both know that i was sitting

outside the art room..i didn't even face anyone of you

its none of my business what you guys were doing

they were handling the situation

So really..why blame me for your reaction huh?

Third

I give faces to you when i see you in school/act differently

hahahaha..quite weird for anyone of you to say that

don't you think? ((:

if i never was chummy with you before the incident

why should i pretend to be chummy and nice with you after it??

i don't greet you guys on a regular basis

and i'm not very close to either one of you..

so why would i change or act differently when i see you?

it pricks you so..why? paranoid? guilty conscience?

i dunno..but why say such things ((:

Last but not least my favourite ((:

You say i'm making a big fuss about the comment one of you made.

hahahaha..THIS.

i say yes to it ((:

well if i didnt do anything to you on that night

i didn't provoke you or talk to you

or mouth a word at you..

why such a nasty comment??

"OHHH SHE'S MAKING SUCH A BIG FUSS

ABOUT THE COMMENT, ITS SO TRIVIAL" ((:

hahaha...did you tell anyone what was the comment you made? ((:

well geee,

i hardly think,

" ask lydia to take her fingers shove it up her pussy and fuck herself"

is trivial don't you think? ((:

more so when i didn't do anything to you

to receive that kind of remark ((:

oh, and if you think i was the one that reported..

i knew it would happen ((:

cuz i was the one you would blame shift on

since i was the only girl present and you guys were

more or less guilty..

news for you i didn't! so many people can prove it ((:

i was trying to prevent one of you from getting into trouble..

cuz you see, you were silly enough to climb over

with the intention of planting the stuff

and you were the one that got caught trespassing..

and out of the bunch..

you were the one that i ACTUALLY cared about

and because of your position in school..

you would receive twice the punishment because of that

and i NEVER spouted a word because of you

but now..you encourage the spreading of such

rumours..which is really quite funny isn't it ((:

"don't bite the hands that feed you"

ever heard that quote before?

oh the irony :P

oh oh..another thing..the part about wanting to "beat me up"

its quite funny don't you think?

i was from a neighbourhood school..

that is the weakest threat anyone can give you know ((:

and strangely..this whole incident didn't affect my mood ((:

i could have gotten angry with them spreading lies

could have got hurt by the person turning arnd and saying stuff bout me

but..it didn't matter at all!!

hahaha..and we had our econs test..OHHHH MYYY GOSSSH!!

trade blocs came out!! hahaha!! and i think i stared at the paper

for a looooonnngggg time..

along with angel, vic, danette, kari and mikey :P

hahaha..yeah and after, we got a ride out with dee

and her driver..MAAAAAANNN!! LOL!!

it was so good to see him! i haven't seen him in ages!! ((:

WE ALL LOVE YOU <3333

hahaha..so yeah and vic came over to my house

and ate dinner before going over to dee's house to bake

for family fiesta and stuff

But we didn't need to so we ended up doing silly stuff

and I SWEAR DEE HAS DRUGS IN HER AIR!!

hahahaha..we go sooo crazy and high ((:

lol..i found the minnie mouse ears and the sparklers!

lol..when you're with dee

you become the greatest cam whore

I LOVE YOU DEEE!!<33333333

yeah..and cara was watching she's the man!!

hahaha..isn't it sooo funny? LOL

cara's really nice! and plus..SHE LIKES EEYORE'S TOOO ((:

lol..so yeah and we had out usual dose of crazy

and i came home <33

lol so time for bed noww!!

tataaa!

2006-07-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

OH THE PRESSURE!!

of people PRESSURRRRIIIIZZING ME TO GET A XANGA SITE!

LOL..i'll get it when i want it ok?

right now..blogspot's fine..

ANYYYWAYYYY..

i think this week at school has just been

SOOOOOO FABULOUS((:

i'm practically happpy everyday..hahaah <33

I DID NOTHING in school today

except study for my econs test..but then again i got distracted

by some people playing with my notes

and I GOT the BRIGHT PINK FELT IPOD JACKET ((:

THANK YOU DEE DEE I LOVE YOOOUUU <333333333

seriously..if anyone gets to know dee..

she's just the MOST WONDERFUL PERSON..

and dee..i know you read my blog

SO DON'T PRETEND

YOU DON'T SEE ME TELLING YOU

THAT I'M RETURNING

TO YOU

THE 6 BUCKS! HAH!

OH and dee's a professional stalker ((: SHHHHHH

hahahhaa

and the year 5s end at 12:45 every wednesday but we're not allowed to leave

which i think is quite ridiculous but we can't do anything about it

which is really quite annoying..

so after school i went out with vic to WALK DOGS ((:

i brought joy out and we went to pick up mikey's dog..

HAHAHAHA..OMG!!

MIKEY'S DOG TRIED TO HUMP MY DOG!!!

RAGING HORMONES! lol..

but cookie is a very gorgeous golden retriever

who apparently has problems with its bladder

BECAUSE..it kept peeing everywhere it went..

i understand male dogs need to mark out

and claim their territory..but erh..

ahahhaha..ITS ABIT TOOO MUCH! lol..

next time we do this..mikey's gonna pay vic and i

with TUBS ( tubs mikey..notice the S ((: )

of island creamery..which i'm sure

is gonna be freee since you're soo nice :P

and even though it may seem that things don't go your way

and you have to keep struggling

its only for a moment..but

have faith and keep strong

YOU'RE MY WONDERWALL ((:

and it don't matter about the things ppl say abt you

cuz its only what i think that matters ((:

press on!

btw: he's a jerk for leading you on..

i'll slap him for you tml ok? ((:

2006-07-11T00:05:00.000+08:00

THIS IS THE BEST PART YET

I was talking to dean's sister and..OMG!!!
HAHAHAH SHE SENT ME A HILARIOUS PHOTO OF DEAN!!
He was trying to be all hip and cool and bling like
YOU'RE SO FUNNY DEAN!!!!
And I told lynette I'm gonna post that photo on some dating website
I BET YOU'LL GET SOME HITS FROM WEIRD AND RANDOM PPL!!!
For all you know you may find yourself someone ((:
HAHAHAHHAHAAH
"DON'T BE TRIPPING ON ME MAN"
hahahaha…CONGRATS
PLS TELL ME WHEN THE WEDDING WILL BE

OH MY GOSH
THE FUNNIEST THING EVER
MY STOMACH IS SO PAIN

DEAN THE BEAN!!!
WHAHAHAHA

I KNOW YOU STILL LOVE ME ((:

HAHAHAHAHHAHA!

2006-07-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS SUCH A FABULOUS DAY!!

right angel?? BABBOON :P

"IDISLIKEWL AND I DISLIKEBABOON SHOULD MERGE!!"

BEST QUOTE OF THE DAY...hahahaha <33

LOL!!

hahah the guards discriminated against my sister..

AWWW...ITS OKAY! lol..we still love you!

anyway cheryl came down all the way from KL

and she's spending her weekends here

and leaving tml :(( will miss you dear <3

so today the prefects had to bring the IB people around

it was sooo fun ((: THEY ARE SERIOUSLY SUCH NICE PEOPLE!!

SOO NICE AND POLITE..AND AND
WHY CAN'T SINGAPOREANS BE AS NICE??

HUH HUH HUH?!

HAHAHA..ANYWAY..

ZIDANE ZIDANE..OH WAT A SILLY SILLY THING YOU DID :((

france lost 5-3 to ITALY..pffttttt

i'm so sad..well then again..que sara sara!

OKAY YOKO YEAP GE GE!! I MISS YOU PIKACHU!!
hahaha
hey it rhymes! i'm such a genius ((: lol..
hurry i want to meet up with you soon!! ahhhh..it feels like forever
oh wait..IT HAS BEEN FOREVER :((

2006-07-08T17:33:00.000+08:00

so anyway..here are some of the photos before my camera battery died..
i got barely 2 hrs rest before nicholas starting going
omg omg omg (bimbo tone)..trying to imitate aqeel..
hahaha it was quite funny but he woke me up :((
soon after vic walked around and starting taking photos in such
quick and rapid sucession..lol
we got really hungry
so we tried eating the eeyore plush..
and tabby's had the fifa world cup pullover!!
wth tabby! lol her dad bought it from germany..
and amrit fell asleep outside the toilets..
i have no idea what he was doing lol..
kui..hahaha KUI WAS SOO FUNNY..
wasn't it a dream? ((:
horny boy! LOL
then i headed home for a little bit before my sister's surprise parrty
and i was so desperately trying to sleep..but EVERYONE KEPT CALLING
to make sure they knew where the place was and everything..i was sooo tired!
lol my sister was in the room when they called
so i had to pretend i was talking to my secondary school friend..lol
all the sweet people were hiding behind barbeque pits..hahaha it was so funny
one grouped popped up and then the next..lol
i hope she had a great time..lol
so DANETTE YONG..who was supposed to come half an hour into the party
came an hour and a half later :P yeah and we left to go to her house..
i was soooo tired i fell asleep on her bed..hahah
SORRY DEE..I CAN'T HELP IT..I'M A BORING PERSON ((:
until the taking photos bit..hahah omg nobody can out camwhore dee..
well maybe just azfar but hey..lol
HAHAHA and GOWRI ((: you know how it is...i can't help it
if hes an incredibly (*&^%$#$%^&*(*&^%$#$%^&*&^%$% JERK!!! ((:

2006-07-08T01:27:00.000+08:00

i've been like throwing up the whole day..
and so i had bio test but i didn't even know what
i was wrtiting so i asked ms loh for a retest
and she gave it to me..she's so nice..
and then..I PUKED AGAIN! :((

ANYWAY..

i had to go back to school
for the slumber party council thing
and like..i was mooody, tired, upset, pmsing and sick.
so i was doing my rounds with another councilor
something happened..and some idiot
said a statement
that was so totally offensive to me
cuz i didn't do anything
and i was just sitting and talking with someone else
i got so majorly pissed off.

and that combination of being moody, tired, upset, pmsing sick and PISSED OFF

IS A VERY BAD THING FOR YOU MISTER.

i hope your spur of the moment was fun

cuz you've seriously gotten yourself into deep shit.

news to you..i get so very VERY bitchy..

DON'T EVER CROSS MY PATH IN SCHOOL

EVER

I WILL BITE YOUR HEAD OFF

IF YOU WANT TO PLANT A BOMB

GO BE A TERRORIST!

you think you're so cool

look around!! do you think they're really your friends?

what does this prove? will it make you cool?

gain acceptance..what will they do for you in life?

pfftt..it just shows how weak you are

that you have to prove yourself to people to gain acceptance

true friends don't force you to do things

it was my duty to look after those girls

what happens if they get hurt by your stupid antics?

SERIOUSLY..

GET A LIFE!!!

2006-07-05T13:35:00.000+08:00

i'm stuck at home..sentenced to exile..
to not roam more than my room..
HOW PATHETIC..
i went to see the doctor today
she said i had low blood sugar
and that i was overexhausted
and that i was..er loosing alot of iron
and that i wasn't eating properly..
wth..i'm eating fine lah..can't she see
by the fats! hahaha..oh well..
and that was why she said i've been fainting..
i hate being stuck at home..cuz then i'll
feel useless and restless and it IRKS me SO BADLY!
wth i hate playing the catch up game and i have to study
and do work..blah blah blah..and most of all I MISS MY FRIENDS :(((
sigh..anyway i was trying to sleep and my medicine wasn't workin
dee and azfar were keeping me accompany..lol
THEY SAID THE MOST FUNNY THINGS EVER...
i just couldn't stop laughing..my stomach was sooo pain..omg it was so funny
azfar..i promise i won't tell..HAHAHHA but like dee and i had such a good laugh
it was so random i couldn't stop laughing..hahaha
i love them so much..sigh i want to go back to school..
strange but..yeah i actually do :S

2nd july <33

2006-07-02T22:50:00.000+08:00

that was the cake i baked ((:

but like half of it got eaten by some random ppl

tt we're my dad's clients :(( HMPH!

2006-07-02T16:22:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE SHITAKE!!

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

HOW CAN BRAZIL

LOOOOSSSSSSEEEEE???????

WHAT THE CHICKEN!!

OOOOOOHHHH MMMYY

GOOOSSHHH!!

NOOOOOOO...

you see i like france and i like portugal and i like england
and spain..
BUT WTH?!!

I LOVE BRAZZZILLL!! WTH WTH

WTTHHHH!!!

oh my gosh i can't believe they lost!! i'm so sad :((
and england too..well its not tt big of a deal cuz michael owen
ain't playing ((: hahaha..i'm so biased :P i'll be overjoyed if france
won..
BUT AGAINST ANOTHER COUNTRY!

NOOOT BRAZIL!!

awwwww.. :(( oh well..i wonder where all these emotions are
coming from :P hahaha..

okay i'm still in the process of changing my blogskin
and this is JUST TEMPORARY..
and i realised that most of them have been black..
dean said "lydia you're such emo shit with all that
black background" :S HOW IS THAT EMO!! i like the
design..hahaha. well he does have a point its looks gloomy..

ANYWAY..MORE IMPORTANT THINGS..

HAPPY HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!
today is my sister's birthday ((:
and i stayed up til 3am last night to bake
her birthday cake ((: she liked it..
and my fingers were all sticky cuz i was
trying to put the frosting and raisins
on with the words happy 18th jie.
OMG! RAISINS ARE EVIL!!
hahahah..lol. okay they're not but its such
a tedious process to pick out the right ones.
so this morning vicky came over to my
house to surprise her..and my sis left for something
at 8:30 in the morn..so vicky and i prepared downstairs..
we had candles lining the door to the dining room
and straws making a pathway with the birthday
cake sitting right smack in the centre of the table ((:
and there was colourful balloons everywhere
that my dog was trying so desperately to bite :S
hahaha..and i was suposed to write other notes BUT
she came home early..and i was going OH CRAP!!
hahahah..and i was trying to light the candles
but the lighter's cap melted and it was stuck
i was FRANTICALLY screaming to vic
"IT WON'T OPEN IT WON'T OPEN!! OH MY GOSH! NO
IT WON'T OPEN!! NOOO!!"
and she responded with a " WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT
WONT OPEN? SHE'S COMING UP THE DRIVE WAY!!
OH NO ITS STUCK!!" hahaha.. but she managed to remove
the cap..lol and we hid behind the stairs and screamed at her
when she passed us ((: hahha..vic gave her this photo collage
which was sooo pretty! and we decided to eat prata and my mom
actually bought prata for us without us asking..i think she's telepathic
then we watched take the lead..OMG! ANTONIO BANDERAS!
he's so multi-talented..but i do find his accent slightly annoying

okay heading off to sheraton towers now..omg buffet..
i'm gonna have to go running later..
tata!

2006-06-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

DOTS AND STRIPES ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
KATHI AND KRISTI ((:

hope you had a wonderful sweet 16!!
we had to wear dots or striped stuff to their birthday
and i was raiding my closet to find something to wear
lol..i realised i don't wear dots because i found them annoying and too cute-sy
we arrived at the party all blur and smelling the gorgeous food..oh yeah
there was a CHOCHOLATE FOUNTAIN!! yeah so penny and my sis did the cake drawing for kat and kris and i drew penny's face in the chocolate..and IT LOOKED SO MUCH LIKE HER
I TOLD YOU SO PENN! its a gorgeous chocolate portrait of you!!
vic wore this cap.. "MONEY RULES EVERYTHING AROUND ME" hahahaha..YES VIC :P and then i had to leave..even though i wanted to watch a very important soccer match
cuz my dad came and picked us up along with azfar and sarina..
AND I NEARLY LOST MY PHONE!! hahhaha..so i had to like run up 3 times
along with sweet sweet azfar who volunteered to accompany me to look for the phone..
hahah i bet he only wanted to see hot chicks :P and i found it in my father's car boot!! hahaha..how silly of me..

vic, me and her "MONEY RULES EVERYTHING AROUND ME" CAP <33

SEE DOESN'T IT LOOK LIKE PENNY??? IT DOES RIGHT? SHE KEPT DENYING IT!!

2006-06-25T14:32:00.000+08:00

i have soo much hmk and so little time
WHY THE PROCRASTINATION!!
:(( oh well..i have too many photos to
upload and too many good memories
from the trip that i don't think blogging
would be quite enough and i think i'll
just drive people mad talking about
new zealand.. <333

hmk to complete:
- Gp essay
- 40 geog questions
- Econs essay
- BIO :S

4 hrs more to high school musicall!! ((: yipppeee THEN HMK AGAIN..

2006-06-22T18:37:00.000+08:00

it was at 5am and i couldn't sleep..
not long after my sis woke too
look at the pic my other roomie was fast asleep
so i decided to take a photo of how auckland
looks like at 5 in the morn..
big mistake the wind was so strong when i
opened the window..lol
new zealand reminds me..of seattle..just tt it
has much more wind ((:
i look like a ghost in tt photo..hahaha oh well ((:

On the day we landed strong gales had disrupted
the power lines and so the whole of auckland had a
power cut..and we dragged our luggage up the stairs
THANK GOD IT WAS ONLY SECOND LEVEL..
gowri's bag was so huge, vic and i nearly died trying to
lug it up the stairs..hahah but i gained lots of muscles
from this trip..lol ((: we were given an hour to explore
and hang around the hotel for abit..and nanya and vic
decided to be zombies and kams and i..well we're just
extra..hahah yeah and i was rooming with my sis..
and when we looked out of the window we realised
everyone else was in one row so we leaned out of the
window and took a photo..hahah ((: yeah so almost
everyone enjoys camera whoring..hahah
we headed off to mt eden..OMG IT WAS SOOO
WINDY..and there was this huge crater ppl nearly
fell into it..hahah and it was raining too..would have
been quite a funny sight though..

2006-06-22T17:35:00.000+08:00

We arrived at the airport and we were supposed to board 8pm
but we departed from singapore at 11:45..and we were at the
airport at 6.. -.-'' long waiting game oh well (((:
we were at burger king waiting to board and i took
a camera shot from above the football area
BOY WAS IT CROWEDED!! hahaha..and like the whole
airport was filled with world cup fever..
we were watching it in burger king too..hahah ((:
but i just have to say that the
new zealand trip was so worth the wait..
lol anyway we were all high before boarding the aeroplane
and when we actually got in most of us couldn't sleep..
hahaha..i slept for about 3 hrs then i woke up and started
watching 4 movies..hahaha on the 9 hour flight
and stupid amrit kept kicking my chair..he ought to be shot!

2006-06-21T17:06:00.000+08:00

I LOVE NEW ZEALAND!!!
I CANNOT EMPHASISE IT ENOUGH!

OH MY GOSH! LOL..we're all trying to find
ways to sneak back on a plane to new zealand.
i think i'm having withdrawal symptoms..
i've had such a blast and i'm really very grateful
to God for giving me this opportunity!!

LYDIA IS A HAPPY HAPPY GIRL!! (((:
i did quite abit of shopping and learned
how to speak in maori and learn the haka (((:
(KAMATE KAMATE!!) its quite funny..
anyway..the food over there is overpriced, by quite
a large margin actually..HOWEEEVVER
the people there are sooo nice and the
weather and scenery .. GORGEOUS!

everything about new zealand i love!!
i really do want to go back soon ((:
actually i want to go back now but
we all don't get what we want do we?
merry christmas -.-

new zealand has so much natural
landscapes and its just soooooooo
breathtaking! we climbed mountains
and lava lumps and volcanos
and hills and beaches and
sand dunes and went into a rainforest
and the places in the
shopping district is good too ((: heh

and the best part?
I WENT MY FRIENDS ((:
they were all high and crazy and
made my trip so much more
memorable..my sister can
atest to that ((:

2006-06-20T16:59:00.000+08:00

I'MMMM BACCCCKKK!!

AND..

I'M SOOOO NOSTALGIC!
I WANT TO GO BACKKKK
TO NEW ZEALANDDD!!

:"(

2006-06-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

AHHH
WHOO..hahaha
well i'm in the ariport now
the flight got delayed by two hours
AHHH..hahah everyone's watching
soccer..but i can't cuz i can't see
the screen..so oh well ((:
spent the whole time walking arnd
with azfar the royal hotness ((:
hahaha..HE'S PSYCHO!!
OHH..we all have HIGH SCHOOL
MUSICAL FEVER!! i got the song
stuck inside azfar's head..hahaha ((:
LOL..anyway azfar's high cuz aeroplanes
make him horny..and I'M SO BORED..
ANOTHER HOUR TO GO..
so far the score
netherlands vs serbia & montegro..1-0
so expected..hahaha

Hey ppl this is azfar zain. OMG i cant believe
that im actually going to New zealand.
how boring but hey im goin with lydia. MEH.
hehehahehaehaehaehahehae"
im hot.sexy.

yeah..but we're all really psyched..lol
signing out ((: I'LL REMEMBER TO TAKE
LOTS AND LOTS OF PHOTOS..

BLING IS THE IN THING! HAHH

2006-06-09T21:25:00.000+08:00

went to watch she's the man with MR BLING
amrit kirpalani! HAH..lol he got so self-concious
when i told him the ear piercing looks bad :P hahaha
just so you know..i was JOKING..
lol anyway had to rush back home
cuz i made a date with ROOOSSAAALLINE <33
lol so i headed back to hpa to meet her..
LOL BEST TIME CATCHING UP CHEERRRYY ((:
hahaha..yeah and well we went for our manicure date
and yes i finally coaxed ros to paint them in the colour she
always wanted to. HAH! okay so it sounds bimbo..
humour me :P

i had ylc duties

and i just sat at the back stoning with the rest of the crew

i wasted so much time! i could have gone to support tabby!!

STUPID GOOOOOOONNNNNDDDDDDOOOSSSAAAMMMYSSS! :(

OH THE WEIRDEST THING HAS BEEN HAPPENING TO ME!
my body broke out in rashes...and tt normally occurs
when i consume alcohol BUT i didn't :S
yes, i am ACTUALLY allergic to alcohol
ITS SO ANNOYING. BAH! and i can't
decide if its itchy or its pain :S
and i went to see a doctor but he basically
told me the SAME THING tt i already had deduced
"i think you have rashes" like YAH I KNOW!
and wanted me to buy a bottle of calamine lotion
which i already had
27 dollars wasted on him..
lydia is quite annoyed :(

oh btw today is vickys dad birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE ((:
oh yes yes..chocolaatees :P

2006-06-08T16:56:00.000+08:00

tiffany woke me up from my slumber..bleeaah :P
and she made me come online and do this quiz with her
tiff..you so owe me one!

Bold those that apply to you
I have a cell phone.
I have friends that use me.
I am an only child.
I love dangly earrings. more like obsessed ((:
I love cold weather.
I'm obsessed with the computer. very much!
I have shot a gun before.
I can't live without music.
I have no tolerance of ignorant people.
I have ridden on a motorcycle before.
I'll be in this town forever.
I've been to 5 other countries.
I get annoyed easily.
I have neat handwriting.
I have more than a few horrible memories.
I am addicted to chocolate.
I am an atheist.
I love airplane rides.
I love taking pictures. so do my friends, THEY'RE ALL CAMERA WHORES!! <3
I hate people who are fakes.
I can be mean when I want to.
My parents care about my grades.
One of my best friends is a girl.
I have way too many wallets.
I'm obsessed with lip gloss.
I am easy to talk to.
I would never eat raw fish.
I cry easily. esp during sad movies :'(
I hate it when people are late.
I procrastinate.
I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
I love to sleep.
I wish i were smarter.
I'm afraid of flying.
I hate drama.
I bite my nails.
I have been on an 8 hour drive.
I never fight with my parents.
I love the beach.
I have never had the chicken pox.
I have gone out in public in my pajamas.
I can't control my emotions.
I have a best friend. yokokkooooooooPOP!
I have moved more than once.
I truly love my friends. VERY MUCH!!! <33333333
I had/have braces.
I have never broken a bone.
I hate my computer.
I love girls that play the drums.
I state the obvious.
I'm a happy person. :D :D :D :D
I love to dance.
I love to sing.
I love cleaning my room.
I tend to get jealous very easily.
I love cute underwear.
I love night better than day.
I don't like to study for tests. ugh :S
I have been on the phone for over 5 hours.
I am too forgiving. this i find annoying :(
I have horrible sense of direction.
I miss elementary school.
I'm a daddy's girl.
I love the color pink.
I love to sew.
My eye color changes.
I play on a girls sports team.
I become stressed easily.
I hate liars.
I love the smell of rain.
I love my family.
I hate needles.
I am a perfectionist.
I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
I hate the feeling of failure.
I have friends in other countries.
I know how to cook.
I can be quite selfish.
I still act like a little kid. ALL THE TIME, HAHA
I have food allergies.
I love to read.
I wish i were more motivated for school.
I love getting stuff in the mail.
I have problems with letting go of old feelings.
I HATE BEING ALONE.
I love summer.
I love the weekends.
I love black eyeliner.
I think i'm a looker.
I type with one hand.
I live in a one story house.
I wear make-up.
I have never rode on an underground subway.
I can't swim.
I have bad memories.
I go to church. i'm a good girl :P
I sing in the shower.
I hate cheerleaders.
I usually get what i want.
I have been on stage before.
I love roller coasters!
No one knows my full story of my life.
I am close to my parents.
I don't have a curfew.

ok i'm so going back to bed now. stupid tiffany!

2006-06-08T15:40:00.000+08:00

i never learn do i?
hahaha..i stayed up watching movies
til 5 in the morning ((: BUT unlike
elizabethtown, a total and complete and utter
waste of my time..these were way better!
scary movie 4, almost love and i not stupid too ((:
but its all because of cheyanne and dean!
OMG..I SWEAR CHEYANNE HAS
INSOMNIA! or you're just a vampire
and dean..dean..well he's just an idiot :P
HAHAH..well she couldn't sleep and i didn't
want to fall asleep on them so i ended up watching
movies ((: cheyanne kept telling me random
facts or things tt were totally redundant to the convo.

lyddie -//la bella vita `griins ((: *-my eternal sunshine ((: says:
WELL YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME!
CHEY CHEYY ANNNE BABBYY says:
yeah well i did..oh wait i didn't but sean doesn't care much la
CHEY CHEYY ANNNE BABBYY says:
anyway i hope my dad relents and lets me visit you in NZ!!
CHEY CHEYY ANNNE BABBYY says:
OH! you know ants can't fart? LIKE WTF?
CHEY CHEYY ANNNE BABBYY says:
THEY MIGHT JUST EXPLODE
CHEY CHEYY ANNNE BABBYY says:
OH and i think I SO NEED TO SHAVE!
lyddie -//la bella vita ` griins ((: *-my eternal sunshine ((: says:
WHAT THE NADAN?! HAHAHAHAH
lyddie -//la bella vita `griins ((: *-my eternal sunshine ((: says:
THATS SO RANDOM?! WHATS WRONG WITH YOU!!
lyddie -//la bella vita `griins ((: *-my eternal sunshine ((: says:
psycho cheeyyanne!
CHEY CHEYY ANNNE BABBYY says:
hahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
CHEY CHEYY ANNNE BABBYY says:
what time is it over in sing?
CHEY CHEYY ANNNE BABBYY says:
i'm always depriving you of sleep yes? :D
CHEY CHEYY ANNNE BABBYY says:
its 9 in the morning here..I'M GOING TO SLEEP!!
CHEY CHEYY ANNNE BABBYY says:
yes i am a vampire :P BYYYYEEE LOVVVEEEEEEEE!!!
CHEY CHEYY ANNNE BABBYY says:
MWAH MWAH MWAH! SEND MY LOVE TO MATTHI ((:
CHEY CHEYY ANNNE BABBYY says:
BYEE <3

SEE WHAT I MEAN!
CHEYANNE YOU PSYCHO TOOT TOOT KUIH! ((:
dean isn't any better..

rift again:
why do they call us caucasians "ang moh"
rift again:
i'm not red nor do i have red hair!
rift again:
i have brown hair!
rift again:
so what do they call brown?
rift again:
brown mohhhh?
rift again:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAH!!
rift again:
WHOOO! I'M SUCH A GENIUS!!
rift again:
lyd?
rift again:
lyddd?
rift again:
LYDDDDDIIIIIIIIIIAAAAAA?!?!?!?
and at this point i did not reply cuz scary movie 4 was more exciting ((:
its sooo hilarious.
hahhahaa...OH DANETTE and DEX LEFT FOR UK
ON TUESDAY!! GEL LEFT YESTERDAY FOR NZ!!
NOOOOO :((( aqeel is leaving
tonight too!! lol i was on the phone with qeel and he said
tt nearly the whole bunch of year 5s have all gone overseas.
bryan is leaving on the 11 and jia is leaving on the 14
so is kari..and the rest of us are going nz.
lol..i love vic!! she's so funny and i hope she gets to bake
that cake ((: I HAVE TO BUY CHOCOLATES!! REMIND ME
VIC! AHH..homework homework..

2006-06-05T18:15:00.000+08:00

so the first week of hols has suprisingly come and gone really fast..

and what have i been doing? LOL wasting my life away..

anyway...DANETTE YONG TAU FOO ((: she gets me high..lol eveytime i go over to her house i go crazy..WE MADE THE MOST AWESOME AWESOME CHEESECAKE EVER ((:

and i made new friends..lol shujun and tracyy..

and i've met them elsewhere before

shujun and i were both wearing tinkerbell shirts

and KARI said ppl who relate to tinkerbell are emo. PFFT SPEAK FOR YOURSELF KARI :P

all the photos below..courtesy of danette's fast fingers

and gowri's camera ((:

THESE PICTURES..LOL

yep, dee :P haahahha...anyway i have a CRAPLOAD of hmk its crazy.

- 40 geog questions
- 1 compre
- 1 piece of completed questions drawn up by yours truly
- 3 blog postings
- 2 comments
- gp essay
- reading quiz
- 3 topic summaries
- 1 stack of tutorial wkshts
- quizes and worksheets on moodle
- econs essays

I LOVE MY LIFE -.-''
lydia is happy..this sunday i'm going to NEWWW ZEEEAAALLANDDD!
LYDIA IS A HAPPY HAPPY GIRL.
its snowing and i'm going with some of my favourite people ((:
hopefully gel can meet up with us..

2006-05-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL. AH.

the first week of holidays hardly feels like a holiday.

but oh well..i ffeel hot and cold. UGH!

anyway geog then bio. kari and i were stoning and eating tapioca chips during geog.

DEXTER FUNG IS SO NICE! he bought me a nescafe latte! awww..thanks dex ((:

LOL..tml DEE AND GEL AND KARI ARE ALL GONNA BE LATE FOR CLASS ((:

dont get too wasted at VAUNT k?

yeah then the whole bunch of us headed out to eat at crystal jade.

by whole bunch i mean dee kari clarisse tabby vic steph bryan jiayi aqeeel.

and in burger king gowri clarence stepphy ria viresh kenneth.

then tabby and i walked back to school for council.

OH MY GOSH. UNCLE STEVEN..THE NEXT WILLIAM HUNG :S hhahha he's so funny

council was crazy as usual..lol

after everything was over

tabby and i were supposed to design the council board.

but kui and i ended up drawing on it instead ((: and KUI WAS TERRORIZING ME!

stick to mary kui! yeah and so it was just clarence tabby kui and i in the council room.

kui and i ended up sprawled on the sofa and completely zonked out
clarence was playing battlefield and tabby was BEING GAY! HAHAHA..lol yeah so we basically

didn't do anything for 2 hrs? hahaha.yeah and when we finally got round to it..

we only managed to take down the monkeys.

then i had to leave ((: my daddy came to get me for my bro's birthday dinner

my grandmama was there too ((:

anyway

GET WELL SOON MUMMY!!!

tml after everything gonna be heading back to gmss to watch the choir. omg..i have to buy 3 flowers

hahaha..the choir conductor emmanuel..i don't think he wants a flower lol.

can't wait ((:

2006-05-29T18:32:00.000+08:00

HAAAAPPY BIRTHDAY

PETER TAN EN QIANG!!!

I LOVE YOU HONNNEYYYBEEEEE!! ((:

hahahahha.

dean said i sounded like wanted to murder someone in my last post ((: neary dean nearly.

THE WHOLE OF THIS WEEK..i have to go back to school for geography and bio. i love the holidays :S hahah..yeah from 9-11 its geog and 11:30 to 1:30 its bio!! so exciting..lol

well today i couldn't wake up..blame it on my stupidity for watching elizabethtown from 2 to 3 smthg in the morning ((: it was actually a rather pointless show..its one of those movies which make you go "why did i watch it". IT HAS ABSOLUTELY NOOOOOOO STORYLINE :S lol..but i watched it anyway..aren't i clever ((: i love geog..simply because my favourite people are sitting next to me ((: hahaha..dee had this mook sticker (or however you spell it ((: ) and gel pasted it on her neck. HAHAHA..its from CHI-CAGO CHI-CAGO!! hahaha..then during bio i had this really bad headache..it was. erms..really bad..HAHAHA..yeah and after tt i had to walk out and eat :s BLEH..hahaha..vic followed me to buy cake mix to bake for my brother's birthday ((: hahaha..she kept walking in circles on purpose to see if i would follow her..HAHAHAH I DID NOT! then she bought a few flowers for her mom who's been down lately. GET WELL SOON AUNTIE ((: and we bought one for dee and we headed off to our heaven DEEEE'SSS HOUSEEEE (((((: hahahha..yeah ((: OMG WE MADE THE BEST CAKE!! I LOVED YOU DEE THANK YOU ((: the icing was SOOOO sinful..oh my gosh. can't wait to see the face of my little brother when he gets another cake ((:

2006-05-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE PING?!

a person whom i thought was upright and had morals..has been playing with two of my really good friends. THIS IS A NOTICE TO YOU PUNK! YOU MAY THINK YOU ARE ALL THAT BUT NO ONE ACTUALLY THINKS SO. THE LIES AND ALL THOSE GAMES OF DECEPTION YOU PLAY, WE'RE ALL GONNA CLEAN THE MANY SKELETONS OUT OF YOUR CLOSET. GET A LIFE..AND YOU OWE ME 250 BUCKS BY THE WAY!!

he's such a compulsive liar! sheesh..anyway today we had parent teacher conferencing..ahhh CHAPEL CHAPEL CHAPEL!!

2006-05-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

picture post ((:
ARABIAN NIGHT ((: hahah..it was THE BEST THING EVER. in the morn we all went to arab street to get stuff. OMG THE BANGLES AND THE BEADS ((: SO NICE..lol and my genie pants was made up of 2m for $8 SATIN! WHAT A BARGAIN RIGHT? ((: but the whole night..everything was SO FUNKY..the dance..WAS SO AWESOME! ((: thank you uncle and mostly DANETTE YONG YONG YONG!! WO AI NI HEN DUO HEN DUO ((:

we be burning ((: amrit, ting, gel,qeel,clare,vic,jia,bryan,dex, dee,me,sarah,shums,azfar and kari ((:

THIS WAS IN THE CAR! HAHAH VIC (((:

life only gets sweeter ((:

THIS IS GEL. GEL IS GORGEOUUS! and VICKY IS THE BOMB ((:

FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD! IT WAS SO GOOD.

this is vic drunk and wearing an ABU hat ((:

hhahaha..the wine glasses make us seem so sophisticated (((:

2006-05-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

WELL HEEEELLLO BLOGG!

hahaha..its been so long and i've been so lazy to actually blog smthg even though lots and lots of things have happened but because you guys keep asking me to update i'll have to. I'M SO TIRED. SHEESH.

anyway today was fun as usual. on wednesdays, i do nothing productive and sleep in the library with DEE AND DEX ((:

and kari was experiencing a lil bit of a rollercoaster..KARI!! I SWEAR YOU ARE SO ANNOYING!! LOL ((: she knows i love her..well yeah and we had the new zealand trip briefing..OH MY GOSH its gonna be so fun ((: and some big hooohhhaa happened. PLEASE CHEER UP CLARENCE AND AMRIT! YOU GUYS MEAN SO MUCH TO ME! ((: anyway we had a meeting and all..parent teacher conferencing tml..BIG WHOOP. ate dinner with tabby clarence amrit rafael and anthony. HAHAHAH..OMG RAFA AND ANTHONY..they are so funny. ((: hahaha...they have this thing with saluting clarence how he's the council president and everything..its really funny. oh by the way..RAFAEL ITS CALLED A?? hahahhaa ((:

so many things have happened. i'm not quite sure i know how to live my life like tt anymore.

oh and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUN!! I baked him a mini cake but i forgot to bring it..and it was eaten up by someone :(( sorry shun! i'll promise to bake more cakes for you okay?? ((:

2006-05-17T17:29:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAH!! EVERYBODY..RUDY YANG IS SUCH A LOSER x)) HE'S AFRAID OG MY MOM!! HAHAHAH :)))

rudy you should be SO honoured that i'm BLOGGING ABOUT YOU!!

~Hi, my name is UltraMaN... Come on.. Chat to me.. You know you want to.. Cos I'm handsome~ says:
Eh come on la
~Hi, my name is UltraMaN... Come on.. Chat to me.. You know you want to.. Cos I'm handsome~ says:
I am the one and true ultraman
~Hi, my name is UltraMaN... Come on.. Chat to me.. You know you want to.. Cos I'm handsome~ says:
Parang? I khua boh
~Hi, my name is UltraMaN... Come on.. Chat to me.. You know you want to.. Cos I'm handsome~ says:
Unless they bring the ANTI-ULTRAMAN, sarah tan
~Hi, my name is UltraMaN... Come on.. Chat to me.. You know you want to.. Cos I'm handsome~ says:
That one I takut..

lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - sovereign hands ((: says:
hahahahahahhahahahahahahhaha
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - sovereign hands ((: says:
OKAY..I'M SO GONNA TELL MY MOM!!

Hi, my name is UltraMaN... Come on.. Chat to me.. You know you want to.. Cos I'm handsome~ says:
XD
~Hi, my name is UltraMaN... Come on.. Chat to me.. You know you want to.. Cos I'm handsome~ says:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
~Hi, my name is UltraMaN... Come on.. Chat to me.. You know you want to.. Cos I'm handsome~ says:
I fly away now
~Hi, my name is UltraMaN... Come on.. Chat to me.. You know you want to.. Cos I'm handsome~ says:
*Vroom Vroom*

lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - sovereign hands ((: says:
hahhahahah
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - sovereign hands ((: says:
LOL
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - sovereign hands ((: says:
ANTI UNLTRAMAN
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - sovereign hands ((: says:
OMG
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - sovereign hands ((: says:
LOL
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - sovereign hands ((: says:
SO FUNNY..

~Hi, my name is UltraMaN... Come on.. Chat to me.. You know you want to.. Cos I'm handsome~ says:
Nooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!
~Hi, my name is UltraMaN... Come on.. Chat to me.. You know you want to.. Cos I'm handsome~ says:
I'll change my name to megaman now..
~Hi, my name is UltraMaN... Come on.. Chat to me.. You know you want to.. Cos I'm handsome~ says:
NO ONE will suspect..
~Hi, my name is UltraMaN... Come on.. Chat to me.. You know you want to.. Cos I'm handsome~ says:
No one..
~Hi, my name is UltraMaN... Come on.. Chat to me.. You know you want to.. Cos I'm handsome~ says:
But wait..
~Hi, my name is UltraMaN... Come on.. Chat to me.. You know you want to.. Cos I'm handsome~ says:
I'll still be handsome

HAHAHAHA!! OMG..YOU ARE SUCH A LOSER RUDY YANG! YOU'RE TALLER AND BIGGER THAN MY MOM LAH!! ((:

ANYWAY..

tommorrow is gonna be so fun. we're having casual dress day..and like everything is finally settled. OH OH..VICTORIA IS REALLY MY TIWN ((: we were thinking of the same thing to wear and when i told her what i was gonna wear..SHE HAD THE SAME THING IN HER HEAD!! IT WAS SOO COINCIDENTAL ((: I LOVE YOU VICCKYY!! ((: i'll remember to bring the camera ((:

2006-05-17T17:11:00.000+08:00

today is a good day.

WHY? because TABBY IS AN IDIOT!! WHHAHAHAH.. ((: I'M JOKING.

everything went well ((:

waiting for vic to finish her drama so we can go eat ((:

2006-05-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS LIKE THE WORSE DAY EVER.

OH MY GOSH. ITS SO FRUSTRATING! i had geog test today so i planned to wake up to study. i set the alarm..it rang..4 times infact and I DIDN'T WAKE UP -.- so i rushed off to school and there was this massive jam. i nearly came in late..when i arrived no one was doing pledge and escort and some people refuse when asked. So my whole morning was in disarray and i needed to study for geog. Spent econs, break, free period, chinese and lunch studying. BUT when i sat for the test..everything that i've learnt just FLEW OUT THE WINDOW. HONESTLY. I WAS SOOOO PISSED!! ARGHH! gel and i couldn't finish the paper!! so anyway yeah. then we had council. a whole lot of bullshit happened and it REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY

MADE ME DAMN PISSED.

BAD DAY. BUT AMRIT AND TABBY MADE IT ALL BETTER..thanks you guys ((: lol..TABBY!! EVIL LITTLE GIRL..hahaha ((: Actually everything you guys said was true..just the stomping out part wasn't. ((: i was damn pissed.

LOL

2006-05-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

HELLLO YOKO YOKO YOKO!!! HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! MUCH LOVE BESTIE ((((:

TODAY WAS SO FUN ((: i phoned yoko 20 minutes late cuz everyone else was on their phones and i needed mine but the battery died and i couldn't find the charger!! TERRIBLE!! lol..so i sang her..wait more like screeched it to her ((: and she starting laughing and calling me a psycho. LOL..yeah and we had a lil chat before i tried to study for my bio test. So i was studying but i kept falling asleep. CLARENCE STAYED UP THE WHOLE NIGHT!! :S i don't know how he did that..but i asked him to phone me for my morning call at 4:30 am. LOL..i nearly scolded him cuz i forgot i asked him to call ((: All i remembered was "OMG NOISE NOISE?! LET ME SLEEP WHO IS THAT?!" hahahaha..yeah and i got up and he reminded me not to fall asleep and i DIDN'T and then the next thing i knew i woke up on the table feeling very tired and disoriented!! so i did in the end ((: AND I SO MESSED IT UP!! ARGH!! I GOT ALL THE FACTS ALL OVER THE PLACE AND MY CALCULATIONS MIXED UP!! AHHHHH!! OH WELL..at least i tried..and the day went on without a hitch. Azfar skipped maths again with vicky..OH OH GEOG WAS DAMN FUN ((: we did slope studies!! the guys got the steep steep slope which looked really fun but they also had the mozzies ((: we had the gentler slope cuz dee and i were in slippers. SHE STEPPED ON POOOO!! hahahah..LOL!! I LOVE YOU DEE!! kari and gel were high and we were all sweating like pigs..well everyone knows kari is one ((: then i had my econs test with VIIIIICCCKKYY ((: hahaha..we ended up doing our test really slowly and i kept stoning :S LOL and mrs tay keep asking whether i was done when i stoned. and i got 76!!! YAYE! considering i didn't study i was sooo soo happy ((: THEN VIC, GOWRI, ME AND DENISE WENT OUT!! and vicky left her phone in school so we had to go back to get it ((: she's so funny..LOL clarence was stuck with it..oh yes. CHEER UP ROCKSTAR CLARENCE TAN TZE HAO ((: ANYWAY..we ate at yoshi STEPHHYY and WEIXING came a short while afterwards OH and guesss who we met at cine?? MY HEDGEHOG, KRISTI, SARINA, DEBBIE, KANE AND MICH ((: then KIMCHUA ((: LOL..and we took neoprints then i had to leave..on my way out i saw AMRIT and VIRESH ((: hahaha..LOL so i rushed over to find YOKO who was with ZINC and MANDA at taka sushi tei. LOL and i was at a traffic light and someone screamed my name. then i saw this tall sexy girl and duh. ANDREAA ((: she was with SAM AND JIALIN ((: WAHAHAHAHA..JIALIN you're black now and i'm still fair!! :P So when i was arrived i was so flustered and everthing..hahaha I MISS YOU SO MUCH ((: lol..then manda was PPPSYCHHO AND SHE WAS SITTING NEXT TO ME :S wth!! hahaha..LOL YOU KNOW I'M JOOKING MANDA I LOVE YOU ((: we took a whole lot of photos and she didn't allow me to touch her camera cuz she said i'll delete it..WHAT THE CHICKEN MANDA! so we ate and went back to cine to take neoprints..AGAIN..OMG MANDA WONG DING DONG I WILL GET BACK AT YOU!! ((: lol then i saw this familiar face behind, it was KENNETH YAP ((: hahahaha..dustbin!! and while pondering whether to watch a movie i saw KENNETH TAN!! hahaha..YAP AND TAN..lol ((: HE'S SO DARK!! and NICHOLAS MARC CHONG ((: HE'S SO ADORABLE..lol he became whiter ((: and zixiang..and a whole bunch of juniors frm gmss. I didn't even know who they were :S they just kept talking to me so i replied..LOL ((: went over to heeren the paragon then back to cine cuz turns out vicky and manda are primary school friends and wanted to meet up ((: was supposed to go to manda's house but parents didn't want me to go..so i had to go regent hotel in t-shirt and shorts!! OMG and on the way there..they suddenly told me to go home..OHHH MYY GOSH. so pissed..could have gone to manda's house lah! anyway it was so fun then i crammed in the last minute blogging for mr goh..hahaha ((: lots of typos everyhwhere!!

2006-05-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

OKAY SO HERE GO THE PHOTOS FROM YOKO'S B'DAE ((:

bundles of joy <33

THIS IS YOKO ((: do not mess with the FORK WIELDING PSYCHO ((:

manda, me, yoko and zinc <333

LOL..thats bout them..there were so much more but anyway ((:

2006-05-07T01:20:00.000+08:00

LALALALA ((: i haven't updated in the longest longest time ((:

SO anyway last week i was pretty sick and it just stretched into the following week. I went to the sick bay to sleep on a thursday after bio and i was sleeping so soundly. Victoria bought me smthg from starbucks and she joined me in the sickbay lol. Then i took a pill and i REALLY REALLY wanted to sleep..so i did!! LOL and then hannah koh came into the sick bay. the poor girl had a cough and she didn't want to run her 2.4 so we all camped out in the sickbay. I was trying to sleep and thats when all the madness happened. VICTORIA BHOJWANI JUMPED ON MY BED AND PUSHED ME OFF!! hahaha..after she stole MY ipod and claimed that it was hers. then she started dancing and doing hand motions and she tried to roll all over me. I was nearly gonna smack her ((: and she dropped coins on the floor so she pushed me off the bed TO GET TO HER COINS..and guess how much?? ONLY 30 CENTS?! like wth right? she makes a sick person get up for 30 cents..OMG! lol..and hannah and vicky got high on i dunno what and they ended up tau pok-ing me when i was trying to sleep ((: LOL the cutest ever. Oh and i lost my voice then so i ended up taking mr praemans small whiteboard and markers and i started writing on it ((: EVERYONE LAUGHED AT ME :(( i felt really stupid..BAH! and yeah last week all i remember was that it was pretty tiring.

2006-04-30T00:07:00.000+08:00

i slept in cuz i wasn't feeling too good in the morning and i woke up at like..12??? gowri was supposed to come over to study but she overslept.

Lol..and when she did come over she KEPT TALKING ON THE PHONE!! lol..she was over since 4 and we didn't get anything done til after 6. So anyway i was supposed to go to jelita to meet jia and pass her her ipod..and i asked gowri to come along. To me jelita is REALLY CLOSEBY. so i told her it was..and apparently it was too far for her -.-'' LOL she said she'll complain to the whole world ((: hahaha..it was SO CLOSE OKAY!! she wanted to take a taxi on the way back!! crazy right??

so anyway we bought dinner..she BOUGHT CHOCLATES and we waited for jia. We arrived around 6ish?? there was this group of 3 caucasian boys that were there..and when we came out after buying our dinner and so on..THEY WERE STILL THERE!! 2 hrs plus i think..and one of the boys tried to flag a cab. So when jia happened to get off the bus he started screaming at the taxi which was on busy..LOL it was SO FUNNY..jia and i started laughin and gowri kept telling us how bad we were. But it was damn funny!! lol so we wanted to tell him that a) he can't flag a cab cuz he's standing at the BUS STOP and b) he's wearing black on a rainy day!! ((: so while jia and i were deciding to go up and tell him to walk further down..we decided against it cuz he LOOKED REAL SCARY. jia commented that gowri + jia + me does not equal to him!! hahaha..i kept laughing and guess what his brothers/friends were just sitting nearby looking relaxed and resigned to the fact tt they couldn't get cabs at this hour ((: hahaha..so they decided to take a bus in the end. I walked jia over to the other side and when i came back they were still there ((: so i started laughing with gowri and one of them kept looking over..I think they knew we were laughing at them. HHAHAH!! oh well ((:

AND GUESS WHO CAME TO BRIGHTEN MY DAY?! VICTORIA BHOJWANI!! ((: she dropped by and picked us up..cuz APPARENTLY GOWRI CAN'T WALK *cue lydia rolling eyes* hahaha ((: yeah and then vic started eating choclate too and my dad happened to buy icecream and she HAPPENED to be hungry at that moment ((: LOL i love vic!! and she was playing serious sam!! i got so distracted..the robots kept blowing up in her face and she kept dying. Then gowri called kenneth over and so were we all in one room talking and laughing with gowri and kenneth insulting each other the whole time through..it was so funny. And then we started taking photos cuz PHOTO OPS, like any opportunity can be made ((: then after doing somemore work and watching rent everyone left..

oh and rent..IS ONE MESSED UP SHOW :S but the songs are

SO GOOD ((:

2006-04-29T22:29:00.000+08:00

"When we keep holding on to the things of the past and try to solve all our problems on our own strength, things seem to go more awry. Just hand it over and surrender everything to God."

todays sermon in church ((: how coincidental..
hahaha..well i have decided to be happy!
live my life, trust in God and try to be carefree..
good resolution?? i think so :D

we had geog lessons at 9 and i was suposed to meet dee and dex

but dex couldn't get ready in time ((: so me and dee bought food for the rest of the class..and THE MOST EMBARASSING THING HAPPENED!! dee and i nearly got into the wrong car!! hahaha..and the thing was the people aroung killiney kopitiam were laughing at us. LOL i opened one side and dee opened the other at the same time. My door had a maid sitting there and i was thinking to myself.."dees maid don't look like that" HAHAHAHA!! SOOOOOOO PAISEH!! omg..anyway i painted poles cuz stupid marplat didn't do his job!! lol..then azzay and me went out to meet vic at starbucks..

TODAY WAS SO HOT! nearly died..lol then we ate at swensens after the people finished their bio class and went over to dees house. and the cam whoring and the FASHION show by aqeel and azfar. QUITE AMAZING. LOL..the cara gave me her black sweater and dee gave me a bag!! honestly i love dee so much! its so amazing how wonderful she is!! shes LITERALLY made up of sugar spice and aeverything nice!!! AHHHH!! I LOVE YOU DEEEE!! then the love of my life went out with me to flag a cab to church ((: thank you dear!! i love love you!!

2006-04-29T00:21:00.000+08:00

Stayed up really late last night just so i could finish mr goh's GP "delight"

LOL..that lead to me i coming to school STONED LOL..i just felt really disoriented :S hahaha and jie had to like pull the blanket from my head and kick my bed to wake me up. Lol everytime i wake up i'll just fall asleep again ((: and my phone didn't charge!! so i had half batt..lol then i had to tell the school to settle down and WTH?? I WAS THE ONLY PREFECT UP ON STAGE I FELT SOOOO LOST!! lol..and i didn't help i that i was blur this morning. Honestly i didn't know what i was doing..hahaha ((: sugi pinned my badged for the prefect's investigure and he was COMPLAINING!! hahhaa..cuz my collar was starched and he was like.."WTH WHY SO HARD TO POKE..WHY YOU SO SHORT I CANNOT PIN PROPERLY..OMG!! I DID IT..I PIN SO WELL":S

yeah and my ankle kept cracking ((: thanks jia and bryan for the caramel frap ((:

school today was pretty much redundant. LOL library=camera whoring right azfar? LOL it was so damn funny.. during p.e i had this really REALLY BAD HEADACHE..so i was trying to sleep and azfar and vicky starting blasting music from my com. tt wasn't so bad till AZFAR THE SEXY STARTED SINGING..

OH. MY. GOSH.

he was singing to jesus take the wheel..wait not singing.. SCREECHING!! hahaha..but he made me laugh so much!! i love azfar HOW boring my life would be without him. Then dee and i did the project for mr praeman. So very very tired after that..lol so we presented everything to him after school. i hope he's happy ((: and today..WE HAVE NO AFFINITY WITH TAXI CABS!! :(( lol so we were rushing to the victoria concert hall but i had to pick vic up first and we both couldn't get a cab..then my dad came and just as we got in the car victoria said tt her dad came by too!! ((: SO COINCIDENTAL!! ((: yeah so we came late and there was this whole BIG mess and we were stuck outside. So what do we do when we get stuck..we take photos!! HAHAHAH..we all went high and took gazillions of photos ((: it was so funny!! ((: ANYWAY the concert was realllly good!! the secondary school girls sing so well!! we saw xiannie's sister and i saw justin, andrew and pete! they were so shocked to see me..lol ((: then a few of us went to hang out as starbucks before vicky's dad dropped us ((:

and i think smthg's up with my server cuz messages i recieve come late? 4 messages sent in the afternoon came in the night!!

2006-04-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

I WAS REALLY TIRED TODAY!

kept struggling to keep awake..thank God i finished

ms loh's bio homework or i would be just as good as dead.

the whole day seemed to pass really slowly and poor aqeel :((

i felt so sad when i saw him this morning..don't worry it'll get better! it wasn't your fault ((: anyway i spoke to pandian quite a fair bit ((: much love dear!! yeah but honestly i feel so confused :S its like this whole big mess that i'm not involved in but people keep yanking me in :(( so i kinda looked stoned cuz i was thinking bout stuff and viresh said i was emo!! wth?! lol..that marplat forgot to bring back his pencil case ((: lol he keeps saying i'm emo cuz i don't tell him things..busybody :P anyway we had the rehearsal of the prefect investigure and i was half asleep during the whole thing. I just kept smiling so it'll seem tt i'm awake ((: soon after we had econs and i REALLY didn't want to go cuz her lessons..are "SO EXCITING" everyone tries hard to pay attention..I EVEN SAT IN THE FRONT..but it didn't seem to work ((: so ameer and i took our time walking up the stairs..i think 10 mins ((: i was REALLY listening to the chapter of market failure and externalities but i got distracted by a buzzing in my pocket. LOL YOKO YEAP QI GE ((: I'M SO INCREDIBLY HAPPY YOU KNOW THAT I'M ALIVE ((: LOL!! so i gave her a call and we went crazy! hahah..we just kept laughing and laughing and talking nonsense. random things random times ((: UNI-EYEBROW!! HAHAHA!! ((: i love you so much bestie!! I MISS YOU A WHOLE BUNCH :'(( yeah and vic gowri and stephhy didn't want to talk to me after that cuz they said i was ignoring them :( hahaha..LOL then gowri dragged me from behind and i nearly stepped on dog poo. -.-'' they went to get icecream while i ate my yoghurt ((: lol..then we rushed back for chapel prac. chapel choir was good today!! but everyone was pretty much distracted. lol..so during chapel break i recieved a call. FRUSTRATING!! HONESTLY LAH!! i've already tried..i have! i don't know what else you want. you behave so indifferently and yet you expect so much from me?? THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU i have friends as well and they appreciate me. 14 years just down the drain i surrender everything into God's hands. i don't understand guys..really i don't. WHY CAN'T THEY JUST SAY WHATS ON THEIR MINDS AND NOT COME UP WITH SOME BULLSHIT?! then i told jie all about it..she made me feel much better too ((: then chase gave me a call afterwards and he prayed with me ((: THANK YOU CHASE..hahah plus he told me the lamest things ever!!

2006-04-26T10:02:00.000+08:00

These are some of the random photos from yesterday. We were given two pasta pieces and we didn't know that it was meant to represent people with STD ((: hahaha..yeah so vicky and i had the macaroni and we spread the STD!! oooo..LOL

Then came the incredibly silly photos..LOL ((: CAMERA WHORING!!

We actually took MANY MANY MANY MANY PHOTOS ((:

2006-04-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

TODAY..we had lifeskills but basically its just a nicer way of saying

SEX EDUCATION!! ((:

hahahaha! our trainer was the singapore idol finalist jerry something..yeah ((: so this morning i woke up early and we all arrived on time..the prefects were rostered on duty again..i've been pulling flags 2 days in a row ((: quite fun actually. i'm saying plegde this friday in my formal uniform and singing in the chapel with formal attire :S how funky no?? ((: so yeah we went up to class where the year 5s and the year 6s combined ((: it was SO FUNNY..we had nice little diaries but i got so bored i starting drawing with my correction fluid..hahaha KATHI kept walking up and down the staircase distracting me with her HORNS!! ((: hahahha..LOL <3333> ((: and then vic and I took xiannie's camera and WHOOO all the random photos ((: i think her camera is filled with our photos!! its so funny..hahaha I'M SORRY XIAN ((: i'll probably upload them another time. Then we went back to class for tutorial..ahahaha i just looked at viresh's face and BURST OUT LAUGHING ((: i'm sorry..his face just makes me laugh..LOL ((: So anyway we had council meeting..and yeah secretary..taking minutes i was SO ANNOYED TODAY!! think i was burden bearing but honestly i felt so pissed. Headed off to subway after school with vic, feline and clarence. DEE DEE CAME FOR AWHILE!!! ((: but then she left with shumei..HI SHUMEI ((: They are the best company anyone can have..SERIOUSLY! wouldn't trade them for the world. Feline..listen to me okay? ((: AUD CAME ALONGGGG <3333>..she makes me smile..so anyway mr tay too!! OMG!! mr tay is so funny!! hahaha..MR TAY I'M GONNA TAKE YOUR CAR AND YOUR PC TABLET!! ((:

2006-04-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

Honestly, i'm annoyed. its damn pathetic that you're so sensitive over something so small?? i'm your friend and you should clarify with me

instead of coming up with mumbo-jumbo in your head.

RIGHT FELINE?! like wth..anyway aud

i do love you! please take care of yourself and you know i'll always be there to listen you okay?? Much love <33

2006-04-22T12:48:00.000+08:00

sermon was so awesome at church. LOL quite amazing ((:

anyway the whole day was fun ((: in the morning feline and i planned to meet up for movie in school while we were waiting for vic. LOL..i skipped leadership training seminar..hahaha :P anyway we were in the canteen and azfar, feline and i watched a couple of movies after we ordered macdonalds. And SERIOUSLY..they took and hour to get food here? but they gave us compensation anyway. AND my slipper strap broke so i ended up wearing feline's heels :S yeah then we headed off to dee's house ((: hahaha..omg victoria and azzay were having the time of their lives ((: we played twister and i got squashed :( hahahah..BUT IT WAS FUN! then we ordered pizza and crashed kenneth's house ((: clarence, kevin, amrit, clarebear were all there doing their project ((: while we were just stuck not doing anything..lol ((: i left for church eventually..anyway i uploaded the photos..MUCH LOVE MERMAID ((:

2006-04-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

OMG!! SO FUNNY!!

this is from viresh's blog

"During Lit lesson in the morning, Mr Goh finally let us bring laptops to literature lessons and asked us to go to a specific site for the poems about swans.. ---- went to this weird site where he linked it to sex and the mounting of swans... ---- so innocent he didnt know how mount related to sex... anyway after i bullied him about the whole day i think he has a clue about the methods of mounting.. it think he still thinks it refers to a horse but that close enough.O yea i called him a porn star in class and he got pissed. it was random i agree. Today lydia also fought with ----, haha i think it was a about the geog project or something about the survey forms anyway the point is, it was damn funny. first confrontation was during recess when lydia nearly started shouting at him. Throughout the day the confontation continued so i came up with this new technique.. its called counting sheep rite lydia.. one sheep doink two sheep doink three sheep... anyway it irritated the hell out of ---- so purpose was achieved.. i think ---- hates me now not that i care or anything but it just makes me feel so much better.

By popular request..why we all hate him ( we all know who he is.)

1.he talks too much

2.he never knows when to shut up.

3.he looks constipated when hes angry

4.he thinks of weird theories like v+v = w

5.he thinks bbq pits have a frige

6.he pretends to know everything

7.he uses the same icon 100 times in a msn convo

8.he is over enthusiatic about pe.

9.he pisses people off with his attitude

10. he wears big specs

11.he thinks communism is cool

12.he thinks that 15 points is damn big

13. he thinks that all girls are ugly except his mom

14. he thinks that linday lohan is not pretty

15. he hasnt been to a beach

16. he doesnt know wat mounting is

17.he doenst know wat the kamasutra is

18.the list continueS "

LOL..viresh vaswani -.-''

hahaha..you're so funny..lol ((:

2006-04-20T20:24:00.000+08:00

i came home incredibly late last night and i told myself i'll wake up to do work..but instead i slept til the next morning and i set my alarm to wake up to do work and for the morning but i slept through them. that shows you how tired i am..so anyway i got smacked by my sister telling me to get up ((: THANK GOD FOR HER ((: lol..i probably would have just slept through the whole day. Anyway..vic and gowri and su weren't coming til later and i was so sad :(( I was so afraid of my situation..i didn't do my BIO!! ms loh..she's a really nice person but i hate dissapointing ppl. I did it anyway..sitting on the floor before assembly ((: LOL..at least i got it done.

and when we got back to class mr lim asked me to read this e-mail from dr barett..it was concerning yesterday ((: he said we did a good job for yesterdays devotion!! hahaha..LOL ((: i'll post up some pictures..IT WAS SO FUNNY ((: anyway..this guy i was working with for geog project really REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY pissed me off. normally i don't get pissed easily BUT just because i don't loose my temper easily..doesn't mean i don't have one. OMG! HE STARRTED GIVING EXCUSES..WTH I GOT DAMN PISSED!! and i just blew up in his face. HHAHAHA ((: lol everyone was shocked..lol ((: at least i applaud him..its very hard to get me angry let alone pissed..hahaha and he managed to make me pissed ((: congrats to you!! at least i'm not superficial bout it. hahaha..then i went to class..and HAHAHAH..VIRESH IF YOU'RE READING THIS ((: lol..HE GAVE ME TIC TACS ((((: he made me count sheep too..hahaha ((: one sheep..two sheep..DOINK DOINK!! ((: hahahaha..OMG I LOVE VIRESH HE'S SOO NICE!! and viresh i know you'll probably be reading this..don't get your ego inflated!! but thanks ((: and then i was all calmed down..til he had to make me angry again in econs..hahaha..WORLD WAR 3 ((: LOL..ok forgiven him already..sometimes i think its darn irritating how i forgive ppl so easily.

Anyway..went out to holland v after school to starbucks with vic azfar and SU!! MY DEAR SU!! I'M GONNA MISS YOU SO MUCH!! :'(( but anyway it was fun..hahah UGLY CHICKEN PUFF ((: then vic and me wandered about holland for a little while..met my sis, iain and mel ((:

VICKY I LOVE LOVE YOU!! lol..then we bought food back to eat before chapel prac ((: hahaha..i wasn't rostered for worship leader this week so i went to join the choir. vic and i came up with dance moves for tml ((: VERY COOL ((: clarence would be so proud if he was there..lol.. TZE HAO!! ((: please take care of yourself..we'll all be praying for you ((: yeah and rafael..aww i don't know whether he's alright..like when i see him sad i feel sad :(( i think i was burden bearing..lol but the practice was awesome ((: hahaha..then i went to toilet and then MY HEDGEHOG KATHI LYN ONG!! WTH?!? hahahha..she and KIMMY!! they poured water all over me and mind you the school u is WHITE :S hahaha..yeah and gowri's pink bottle came in handy ((: hahaha..YOU GUYS LIGHT UP MY LIFE ((: FELINE..really really great friend..a pillar of strength in times of need..literally!! wth she's so TALL!! hahaha..but feline gondokusumo doesn't want to be a pillar she wants to be a mermaid of strength..WTH?! hahaha lol..thank you dear i love you! ((: AND DANETTE YONG TAU FOOOO!! YOU BETTER COME TO SCHOOL TML!! ((:

2006-04-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

hahaha..nap attack ((: lol i can be doing something and fall asleep suddenly lol ((:

anyway today was a good day..i received a call from bel, matthi tried to commit suicide

sigh..i hope he's alrighte..cheyanne too, daryl doesn't deserve you. HE'S SUCH A JERK!

yeah but such a tiring day it is today..we had bio prac then i was supposed to go for geog classes but i had council elections to go to..i ran for secretary..it was a walkover case ((: but NO ONE CONTESTED ME :(( no fun..anyway

FELINE GONOKUSUMO!!

THIS POST IS ALL ABOUT HER ((: BECAUSE OF HER I CAN'T FINISH IT!! HAHAHA ((: FAT=DIVA!! whahahaha..your logic..OMG! :P I LOVE YOU DEAR!!

HAHHAHA..she's so funny..and this is for victoria bhojwani the love of my life

YOU ARE LOVED BY A WHOLE LOT OF PEOPLE. GOD MADE YOU FOR A PURPOSE. YOU ARE THAT LIFE AND THAT VIBRANCY DON'T THINK FOR A MOMENT TT HE HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT ((: THERE IS A TIME AND SEASON FOR EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN..AND THERE IS A REASON FOR THIS ((: <33333333

2006-04-17T01:11:00.000+08:00

it was the first day of the week and NORMALLY i fall asleep in classes cuz mondays are my longest days..hahaHA ((: But i had the camera with me yesterday so it was more

fun than anything. LOL everyone went crazy taking photos ((: hahaha..and econs class was "so exciting" mother goose as usual..so my and vicky starting taking photos..hahah ((: before the camera got totally stolen by MIKEY!! tsk..a shame to say he's more narcissisitc than i am!

ITS MY CAMERA LAH! hahaha..so yeah still had choir after school..

saw my tennis coach..the shrivelled prune winked at me..it was so disgusting. LOL

vic and me in econs class..WHOO SO EXCITING :S

jia and me ((: we actually caused a jam..lol

eeeyyyeaaah we retards!!!

char, me, vic and kev ((:

we cooler than you ((:

mon mon ((: i <3>

School ended and i heard someone screaaming my name..LOL ((: my hedgehog was out and drenched in the rain! and the girl just came out from the sick bay..WTH KATHI?!?! hahaha..youre supposed to be sick!! yeah then love of my life and shamalama and i headed off to choir ((: hahaha..we sang this song..Loi Yisa Goi quite cool..LOL then came the random pics ((:

we can't always look good ((:

yeah then we filmed this video on 11 ah lian poses..it was so funny..this is pose 9
i bberrii ccccooollll ddeee NnNeEhHhXxXx!! :S

FELINE ME AND LOVE OF MY LIFE ((:

2006-04-16T23:47:00.000+08:00

vic, amrit and i were supposed to meet at 10.30 to eat breakfast and go expo

because we were totally clueless on getting there..amrit said he couldn't wake up

and i still told him that he'll surely wake up and i could wake him up. HHAHA! we are such pigs..

we all woke up at 10.30 instead..it was so funny ((: i ended up coming the latest out of the 3

hahaha..so we drank coffee and took a taxi to expo. EXPO!! holland is the south west and EXPO is in the NORTH-EAST!! :(( anyway throughout the whole cab ride i was listening to

COME IN FROM THE OUTSIDE!! DON'T BE ASHAMED!! ((:

That song gets me really really really really high..hahaha ((:

and the cab driver and amrit was like laughing at us lah cuz we were singing and moving to the song. We finally reached expo after a cab fare of $14.40!! okay clarence..i see what you mean so fine..i shall not laugh :P so we went to this place called Lerk Thai for lunch..hahaha but it seriously looked like JERK thai..i was thinking wth?? who gave it tt name??

Then we rushed off to city harvest and everything was really pretty impressive ((:

hahaha..and the easter play was good too..the hokkien song OMG IT MADE ME LAUGH SO MUCH!! it was so funny!! anyway..i didn't feel much emotion til the part abt the crucifiction!! i was telling myself..control..control and okay nevermind..LOL! waterfall..hahaha ((: but the pain and suffering Jesus an innocent man took for me..persecuted for his faith

and God practically bankrupted the whole of heaven..FOR ME..me! the pain he went through

sheesh i can't take it. Anyway it was awesome..the size of the place impressive BUT i personally thought trinity's service had more IMPACT ((: sorry clarence and sean ((:

met JONATHAN SOH!! BOUNCER!! HAHAHAHAA ((: lol..vicky's tummy was growling and so was mine so we decided to doggy bag food from BK! ((: hahaha..and vic the DRAMA QUEEN kept mocking the indian accents and the scottish ((: lol..and then she started this bimbo thing...OH CRAP IT WAS FUNNY!! ((: then vic, clarence and i took a cab down to xian's hse to do the parable's script..WE WERE HIGH ON TCC ((: and french fries! hahaha when we reached there..vic and clarence were struck by the sheer size of the place. I was too during my first trip..but i've been there a few times. LOL..vic ran into the carpark and worshipped the car!! hahaha..WTH?? LOL and then they kept demanding for a tour of the place..LOL!! it was so funny..

xian, gowri, love of my life and i and the BURGER KING

jia and vic ((: gorgeous gorgeous ppl ((:

me, azzay, vic and clarence ((:

JIAAA AND ME ((: jia was camera whoring the whole day lah ((:

Azzafaar, vic and me ((: do not look at us, attention on the HUGE house in the background ((:

hahahah..azfar and jia had like 34 photos together ((:

so anyway we left after watching a movie and eating pizza and chicken ((: it was really fun but the aircon died out cuz of the lightning so it was like a sauna ((: vic, azzay and i walked all the way to tanglin mall..IN HEELS MIND YOU..lol ((: vic and i saw this really nice puma bag..we're gonna get it. Hers in green mine in pink. strange enough i don't like pink? i like blue..but i thought this pink was nice..LOL ((:

2006-04-15T11:59:00.000+08:00

Yeah so i slept at 5 am last night and i was actually pretty annoyed that

dee and me had to agree to go out with amrit to eat breakfast.

When we arrived there..GUESS WHAT?? amrit kirpalani was no where to be found.

stupid boy was still in his hostel sleeping!! hahaha..he came like 30 mins late.

LOL then bryan and jiayi joined us. Not long after feline did too.

Then we ate at crystal jade kitchen and guess what?! we ate alot..LOL

hahahah..then we all headed over to dee's house and amrit and bryan

got horny and started playing with the monkey and the cow. OMG!! hahaha..lol it was so sick.

then we started taking lots and lots of photos but i will upload another time ((:

feline dear..you know you can always tell me anything ok?

i love you and God loves you too..so don't worry bout it. In his time divine intervention will

occur. Lol..so i hang around at dee's house..i plan to shift in soon and we started

talking bout "tic tac toe" hahahah..OMG!! DEE IS SOOO CUTE!! lol..it was way fun

talking with dee..anyway i had to leave for church and in church..so much encounters

with God this week..it is just so awesome lol.

There's actually videos and lots of photos to send but then..yeah controlling ((: LOL

going clarence church tml then filming of the parable at xian's house..OMG! HAHAHA

GOD PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGTH!! long day long day...

2006-04-14T12:51:00.000+08:00

Easter service!! IT WAS SO AWESOME!! ((: God was moving indeed..
so i was such a pig waking up at 12 ((: hahaha then the day just flew by

pretty quick family lunch and then work..sleep ((: we were gonna support victoria for her

performance that day..and hidden agenda, pulling along amrit, dexter, deedee ((:

well dex and i met at jelita to buy vic roses! lol then we headed over with my sis to trinity

christian centre..where we met clarence. The thing was..all the guys turned out in stripey shirts!! it was so cute..lol dex wore a blue striped shirt, clarence wore a brown striped shirt,

and sean wore a white striped shirt. Amrit was wearing one beneath his bling and jacket ((:

hahha..then the service started and i met beatrice and MATTHEW WAS THERE!!

hahaha..but the guy was one of the ushers and i couldn't see him around. LOL

how ironic right? hahaha..so we took two rows again. kari, su, amrit,

dee, dexter took first row..jia, me, jie, clarence, sean and feline took back row.

LOL..and then the whole drama started. The music and the chior was soo so good

and the singing..FABULOUS! and vicky's dancing..hahaha..i was good! the only bit

was when pastor dom spoke too much and made it a lil boring. but it was so good

the crucifiction was so heart wrenching i just cried in my seat. To know that

God died for little ol me..just so he could take away my sins and shame..sigh

it made me feel guilty what i did with my life..everyone was crying it was

so awesome. Anyway we had alter call and guess what happened? HALLELUJAH!! OUR

GOD REIGNS ((: amrit, dee and dexter accpeted christ ((:

i'm so proud and tremendously happy ((: and we all went to tcc at holland village

after that ((: LOL we ate so much lah!! hahahah ((: it was so fun

the 10 of us hogged the sofas and dexter was so funny he was so hungry his face was all

scrunched up and frowing ((: hahaha..and i drank a ultimate hazelnut frap and i couldn't

go to bed when i got back ((: lol

2006-04-13T23:14:00.000+08:00

funniest day ever. i couldn't wake up this morning and my sister was like throwing pillows

at my head cuz we had to be in school early for chapel ((: hahaha..so when we arrived

i was so stoned lah! i nearly walked into a wall..anyway chapel service

was really slow with all the worship songs..but God's presence was still as strong

and it was just so awesome ((: so you would come!! great song..and we were like studying at the back for our tests..crap lah bio test..i want to do well! i got 17/20 for econs mcq

was praying i would be able to understand the concepts.LOL anyway

everything went so well and today! all the cameras..lol ((: how you know people in acs intl

school are camera whores? just look at the photos ((:

kari (she glows like an angel!), me, vic and amrit ((:

cutest drawing ever ((: hahaha..mr praeman balasundram!! ((:

DEEEEEEE DEEE!! ((:

hahahaha..KARI POSE ((: okay so we all look retarded..LOL

charmaine, me and azzay ((:

KATHI!! <3333>

AQEEELL!! lol..much love ((:

hahaha..gowri, me and vic <333>

hahahha..and then during our free period we all decided to play speed with steph ann's deck of cards..hahaha ((: it was so funny..i played with kathi and then with kristi. LOL both of them get so kan cheong when they play. hahaha..esp kristi ((: LOL she's so funny..before i put down the last card in the deck she screams puts two hands over the deck and then takes the pile with less cards!! hahahaha..I LOVE YOU DEAR..lol

and my dear KATHI-LYN ONG!! ((: hahahaha..our msn convo yesterday was so funny:
kathi - says:
i suddenly feel like watching..
kathi - says:
hercules!!
kathi - says:
hehe
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - i surrender all says:
hercules?
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - i surrender all says:
LOL
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - i surrender all says:
eeyer
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - i surrender all says:
you ah..
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - i surrender all says:
horny right?
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - i surrender all says:
only want to see muscular man
kathi - says:
HAHAHAH!
kathi - says:
nooooo
kathi - says:
hahahha
kathi - says:
i have no horns, no nothing!
kathi - says:
hahahha
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - i surrender all says:
HEDGEHOG HAVE HORNS K
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - i surrender all says:
hahahhaha
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - i surrender all says:
lol
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - i surrender all says:
horny!
kathi - says:
HAHAHAHAH!!
kathi - says:
omg.
kathi - says:
hahahah
kathi - says:
omg!!
kathi - says:
i cant walk!
kathi - says:
hahah
kathi - says:
cause you ' lamed' me
kathi - says:
hahahhah
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - i surrender all says:
hahahaha..LOL ((:
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - i surrender all says:
hahahhaa..
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - i surrender all says:
WTH??
kathi - says:
hahahahahha
lyddie - // la bella vita `griins ((: * - i surrender all says:
AND YOU CALL ME LAME
kathi - says:
HAHAHHAHAH!

kat is so funny..lol ((: so much other nonsensical stuff..hahah lol!! and i was on my way home yesterday when this weird taxi driver lah..OMG! he made me so angry. I got intot he cab and i went "uncle can you bring me to mount sinai" and then he suddenly said ARE YOU JAP? and i was about to say no when he said CAN YOU SPEAK JAP? hahaha..so i said no..and then he started giving me this lecture on how i should be ashamed that i'm a jap and i can't speak jap!! and i was trying to cut in to tell him i'm not a jap and when i did he started saying how i didn't tell him. HELLO?! i could have if he actually shut his mouth!! so annoying..then he proceeded to tell me his life story..hahah i know where he stays how many children he has and their ages where they study..hahah apparently they study at, this is how he pronounces it
TAM-PEEEE-NEEEE ((: hahahaha..i was like where???
TAMPEENEE LORH!! hahahahaha..

2006-04-08T00:12:00.000+08:00

SAAATURRDAYY!!

hahaha..i was soo looking forward to the weekends so i can sleep in

LATE..BUT GUESS WHAT?? lovely friends i have -.-'' hahaha..ms i love brad pitt's butt

asked me to go eat breakfast with xian and stephhy ((: i couldn't even wake up!!

i reached da paolo twenty mintues late and they were all laughing at me :((

so anyways bought eggpant lasagne but couldn't finish and we all walked

back to school..oh MY SISTER STOLE MY SLIPPERS!! lol..so when i reached school

the food was all over my bag :S flurry of tissues and everything else ((: hahah it was

clean then they all abandoned me to go for chemistry..and DEE was supposed

to come early..CUZ EYE CANDY WAS HERE EARLY according to her -.-''

tt yong tau foo left me in the canteen..ALL BY MYSELF!! lol ok fine i was supposed

to go with her to biology but i didn't want to cuz i was watching movie ((:

HAHAH!! ((: yeah so i watched yours mine ours ((: it was funny..

and then it started to rain so we all got stranded..and FINAAALLY we all went out to

eat. at thai express..then my sunshine went crazy with all the picture taking ((:

my sunshine at THAI EXPRESS ((:

she started talking pics of amrit and called it art

and me and char grimacacing at something behind ((: i look really weird ((:

okay..so dee, clarence,amrit, the twins and i left to go to her house ((: okay it was really funny. Dee has this really cute monkey tt is VERY DIRTY..cuz its "full of cum" so sick.LOL i hugged it you know!! :S hahaha..and i fell asleep on dee's bed and i woke up to commotion :S hahaha..amrit was playing with the monkey..OMG!! hahahah..it was really funny..then clarence left and amrit just started doing weird things with it..and amrit went crazy as well ((: he started talking to the monkey ((: hahaha..and dee and her "camera fingers" started snapping away ((:

amrit getting aquainted with mr "full-of-cum" and with the help of clarence ((:

amrit talking to the monkey ((: THIS IS PROOF!!

and then dee started snapping crazy photos of us ((: ahhaha..okay there were alot more photos but like i don't think uploading them will be such a good idea ((:

Left for church..had amazing worship..yeah and God's prescence was just so surreal. After that i received a call from vic..asking where i was so i left and walked over to U.E square ((: hahah overpriced place lah! then the lost souls wandered here and there and we finally reached DBS theatre to watch the tempest. OMG! it was the most boring thing ever. I don't mind the shakespearan play..but it was so boring..but i spotted a few of my friends on stage though. LOL..acs intl took up one whole row of seats..but guess what $15 dollars worth of tix ALL WASTED LAH!! so we all walked out during the intermission ((: hahaha there was like this empty row when they got back to the play ((: and like this whole big grp of 20 ppl..we wandered arnd and ended up eating at this place called sketches ((: hahaha.kat vic and me, when we first entered we told the waitors we wanted the whole big table in the middle and they gave us the "are you crazy" look..so just as they did that the whole big group appeared at the door ((: hahahah..i was so funny their reactions..PRICELESS ((: kat and me shared calamari rings and really bad pasta ((: hahaha and we just kept laughing love you much!! ((: THE CUTEST THING EVER KARI!! I LOVE YOU!! YOU GUYS SO PERFECT LAH! ((: still no details leh kari tempura!! more more!! yeah and me and vicccckky caught a cab home..it was fun ((:

2006-04-08T00:06:00.000+08:00

okay ((: today was just such an awesome day.

like the whole day..my mood kept swinging from the highs to lows..

and i woke up on a rather sour note. i just kept my mouth shut

and just asked God to take away my burden..left for school

to practice for chapel..today's worship was just SO AWESOME! i just let

everything go..and it was just AMAZING! ((: then all my sweet sweet friends

starting passing me notes and candies and flowers ((: my darlings to those

that gave me candy, food does not equal comfort ((: but i love the things you

guys do for me! then just when i was starting to feel better..i received a phone call

from tiff. SIGH.then the whole cycle began again :((((( ahhh..then i felt so horrid

and then i began feeling depreessed. Then azfar started to sing "you are my sunshine,

my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey, you never know dear

how much i love you, so please don't take my sunshine away" ahhh..that just was the cherry

on the cake :'(((( ash used to sing the song to me whenever i felt blue.

SIGH! but then everyone was there to cheer me up esp. hubby and azfar.

the funniest dudes ever ((: i love you guys soo much! aqeel, wo hen ai ni!! ((:

dee dee, kari and vickums were there too ((: the sweetest ever ppl! yeah then JERI CAME BACK!! I MISSED HER SO MUCH!! pretty pretty girl..came back with DONUT

KING FROM PERTH! omg..lol ((: food!! AGAIN! lol..then we watched rugby..

it was soo chaotic..LOL! omg..the guys tt played contact..so rough..ros my chao

tar char siew bao sent me an sms. I went out to meet her at holland v

delifrance with jiaxin ((: so exciting they came into the school and like we had the

best time gossiping!! ((: i love you guys so much!! rmber to visit more

often okay? i love love you guys!! ((:

yeah then i walked out of school with jie, jia and bryan ((:

then my sis went off to eat with "the cafe" and bryan ABANDONED his girlfriend!! hahaha..what

losers right jia?? girls are so much better right? lol..

tsk bryan!! hahaa..and met vic, jia and me went to eat at sushi teh. lol..it was so funny

we kept laughing. JIA YOU BLUR SOTONG!! ((: they make me feel so much better ((:

got home to change and leave to play pool at parkway (so far!!) but then guess what?!

my parents were being unreasonable again..i couldn't be bothered..went out

anyway just wanted to escape and get away from it all.

by the time we got there everyone was gonna leave ((: so the bunch of us

went to drink at starbucks and just sit and talk ((: then kennneth and i caught a cab and got home ((: eventful day..i hope everything starts getting better from this point ((:

2006-04-07T00:56:00.000+08:00

LOL aren't they they sweetest? ((: omg..
yeah and clarence sent me the song frm 98 degrees..
omg!! tt song..if my boyfriend..EVER sang it to me, i think i'll just melt ((:

" i'll give you the moon at night

i'll give you the stars to light your eyes

i'll give you the sun to make just one more dawn

so another day may come

i'll give you my heart and soul

i'll be there to catch you when you fall

when you ask me what i'll give to you

well girl, i'll give it all "

kristi, kat, su and me were swooning ((: they make me feel so much better ((: i love you guys..

2006-04-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

I was trying to build up the nerve to go for the funeral.. 3 hrs and i

couldn't take it..saw tiff and joe. tiff was on the floor, she couldn't stand up. i gave her

a hug and i started crying too..imagine i feel so much pain and this was his sister.

Ashley really doted on her too..and the poor girl is only 12. i cried alot

i just couldn't take it..left for school to practice for chapel tml. The worship session was just so

awesome..i surrendered all and gave everything to God and it

felt so good. like this heavy burden being lifted from me. I felt better ((:

ppl i really really want to thank for being there and just helping me through:

matthi-

even though i know you are going through a tough time

you've been there asking me whether i'm alrighte..i love you so much bro.

jie-

thank you so much for listening to me and being with me. i love love you!

vic-

hahahah..LOVE OF MY LIFE ((: thank you thank you thank you!

i love the candies but i can't sing if i eat them tml. how am i gonna be slim like tt? hahah

thank you so much for listening to me and my nonsense.

gowri-

thank you dear for accompanying me to eat my happy food ((: i love you so much.

clarence-

hahahha..BOYS. lol ((: thanks for the prayer..i thought it was funny

how you guys got so afraid when you heard me crying. and yeah i won't bite when

you hug me. hahaha

azfar-

azfar huns! i love you so much!! thanks for standing out in the rain with cookies

to cheer me up! ((: hahaha..but then you're gonna make me get

fatter if you guys keep equating food=comfort ((:

kenneth-

i love you too kenneth! hahaah..i'm really happy you're coming back to acs int

thank you for coming with azfar ((: lol you guys are the sweetest!!

aqeel-

i love love you!! THANK YOU SO MUCH! MWAH! i love you..

you are so sweet..and thank you!

angel-

thank you gelly ((: i really aprreciate it..i love you so much! my gossip

buddy i don't know what i would i do without you ((:

kathi-

i love you so much! i know you can empathise with me..i love you i really do!

kristi-

you make me smile! i love you ((:

feline-

darling dearest thank you for being the sweetest! i love you so much

thanks for keeping me in prayer and love! mwah i love you huns!

sugi-

thanks for the bible verses, i love you much. thanks ((:

rafael-

thanks for lending me your ears and your heart and your m&m's ((: i love love you!

okay theres this whole long list of ppl..and its so late i can't write finish all of them ((:

dee, kari, iain, penny, konglam, mel, seannie, miles, kevin..

2006-04-06T00:22:00.000+08:00

its 01:30 now..i can't sleep..i keep thinking about him.

tiff called just now. his body is back in sing..i dunno how am i gonna face

the coffin..i don't even feel like going cuz i somehow feel i'll break down before

i enter. was talking to matthi just now. he can't sleep either. he came back with the body

and thats just damn terrible. i know matthi how he tries to be strong for everyone around him

but please matthi, just this once let your emotions show? i mean don't stuff it in please?

sigh..azfar and kenneth were the sweetest ever. azfar rang my hp and he said " come down now"

i was wondering why and i waas still crying. those two wonderful ppl

were standing outside in the rain with cheesy grins on their faces. Then they realised

i was crying and because they are guys they gave the " OH SHIT SHE'S CRYING!" face

i took one look at it and burst out laughin ((: they are the sweetest ((: and i have

cookies! you guys watch out ah..if you make me get fatter, YOU PAY FOR MY

LIPOSUCTION! ((: i was talking online with ppl too..and i realise how many ppl care ((:

ASHLEY JON BELUCA:

things i'll nvr forget

-go shooping for more pink clothes cuz u thought they were retro

-dance in the middle of the road with your retarded dance moves

-drinking expresso and then pretending tt theres a fly in it just to get a new cup

-buy more hair products than i do

-pose by the roadside and scream "I'M COOLER THAN YOU"

-freak passerbys when holding hands with matthi on purpose

-your big cheesy grin

-the whole 17 step routine you have for hair

-and face

-"catwalk, do your shoes, model-like duh" ((:

-your silly lame jokes

-displaying your rugby throphies and then get distracted by the reflection

-cooking instant food and telling your mom you made it from scratch

-singingg can't live without you, off key and off tune

-being there for me

-never failed to cheer me up

-protected me

-dedicated your life sincerely to God during FOP. it was so awesome..

i really miss him :'( i don't know what else to do..i feel so numb and drained..

2006-04-05T19:05:00.000+08:00

WHY?? WHY?!?! WHYYYYYY!!!!!!!

this week was gonna be such a good week. i received a phone call at 1 smthg. it was tiffiany-ann my heart nearly stopped. I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE! ashley and his bro were driving down from canada to seattle and they were involved in a nasty accident. the brother is in critical condition..but :'( ashley, ASHLEY JONATHAN BELUCA is dead!! he was pinned and he died. i can't take this..i really cant! ashley has always been there for me..it just seems like a horrible nightmare that i want to pinch myself and wake up from. its soo pain..my thoughts and everything are all over the place..i can't stop crying and i feel so numb. why why why?? stupid devil..he's dead. DEAD. and what made me feel more guilty, i argued with him a few days back and i never got the chance to apologise. i know the devil is just trying to discourage me and turn myself away from God. but i really can't take it anymore..i can't..i really really loved him!! he's my older brother and always there for me protecting me..GOSH I MISS HIM SO MUCH :'(

i've never had anything happen to me like that. I WANT HIM BACK!! :'((((((( thank you so much to the ppl who were there for me. ESP VICTORIA BHOJWANI! you don't know how much you mean to me. THANK YOU LOVE :')) she was the very first person i opened up to and she really understood me. JIE I LOVE YOU!! thank you! gowri :')) thanks for dragging me to get my happy food..yoko, dee, kari, viresh, kristi, hannah, anthony, clarence..you guys are the sweetest. thank you kathi my hedgehog and james for singing loudly and out of tune :')) you guys really made me laugh..rafael! hahaha..thank you for "lending me your ears and your heart" and the m&m's.. JOLENE HOW! thank you huns :')) i'll probably go for his funeral tml but i don't think i can actually face the coffin..

Jesus take the wheel

take it from my hands

cuz i can't do this on my own

i'm letting go, so give me one more chance

to save me from this road i'm on

Jesus take the wheel.

< /3

FINE!

2006-04-05T10:11:00.000+08:00

i'm talking to the great yeap ge-ge on the phone..SHE FORCED ME TO WRITE A POST BOUT HER!! hahaha..lol ((: writing..can't you see? LOL.. THE ONE IN THE MIDDLE OF MANDA AND ME!! I LOVE YOU!! hahaha..yeah ((: great times we had bestie..now we're always busy..its just so sad :(( yoko yeap..the great vulgar queen of nonsense ((: hahaha..but you're cutting down i hope..I MISS SO MANY PPL FROM GMSS :(( hahaha..esp the butterfly gang. who christened that name for us? i have no idea but it stuck..lol. anyway back to yoko..we've been through so much i miss you and you're burnt pasta!! ((: YOKO IS THE FIRST EVER TO BURN PASTA THAT BOILS IN WATER!! hahahaha..OMG! i laughed so much i couldn't cook after tt ((: the silly times and the silly things we did. she bonks me randomly with a pillow on my face -.- she calls me the angmoh tomato -.- WTH? hahahah..yeah BUT I DO MISS HER SO MUCH!! she's been going out with manda and zinc too..the skinny woman and the blur sotong ((: hahaha..I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!! i can't believe lin ziying got attached and DID NOT TELL ME! how can she right? LIKE WTH? hahaha..and its weicong somemore!! omg..hahaha ((: but i'm happy as long as she is. I MISS
rosaline tay my CHAO TAR CHAR SIEW BAO!! HAHAH..mani
soon okay? ((: yeah and then we have XIANG YUAN!! ((: hahahah
but that ain't so bad cuz i live down the road from her so i can just
JUMP into her house..hahaha ((: yeah but all of them mean so
much to me..we've been through thick and thin..and XIANG YUAN
its been 8 yrs ((: yeah and shintung too!! i don't know where you
disappeared to but i do love you guys ((: call me or sms soon okay?

OKAY I'M BLOGGING ((:

2006-04-05T00:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO
LOOK MATTHIUSS! I'M BLOGGING!! hahaha ((: well matthi kept laughing at me and saying what a loser i was..just to prove him wrong. HAH! YOU'RE THE BIGGER LOSER!! lol..well today we had to do council speeches. well at least the 5 of us running from yr 5. Meer, Bryan, Qeel, me, Clarence and ryan. Well i felt really stoned so i didn't put my fake bimbo accent when making my speech bout world peace and brownies ((: hahaha..hubby's speech was the funniest and CLARENCE!! he SANG!! that was so cool ((: hahaha..honestly i hope he gets voted as president of student council ((: yeah but the day went on relatively well..i was looking forward to a much better week. Oh! and then during lunch we had CHRISTIAN FELLOWSHIP..it was sooo funny. Phillip Poh kept changing key and rhythm of the song and blamed it on evan and miles. OMG!! IT WAS SO HILARIOUS ((: hahaha..miles, evan my sis, me and vic just kept laughing. I AM TRULY
AMAZED ((: Vic starting taking photos of me and so i continued..these are but a few ((: we were paying attention..REALLY!! hahaha..Vic and i are on a new mission to rape viresh ((: hahaha..i'm so excited about the New Zealand trip in June..we're gonna lock him in the room!! and yesterday MY 5 FAVOURITE RETARDS were arguing on my tagboard!! lol..MATTTHI SINCE YOU CALLED ME THE LOSER I'M GONNA COPY AND PASTE ALL THE SWEAR WORDS AND TELL YOUR MOMMA ((: hahaha..

Paying lots of attention during the sermon:

2006-04-03T09:41:00.000+08:00

i've been thinking alot lately and this week has been horrid for me.

it started out on monday and i was thinking okay it won't be so bad. but NO. it got worse..and it really started to annoy me. normally i'm just a happy-go-lucky person such rubbish hardly affects me, but this time round..there was so much things going on at one time. i feel that i've been stretched to my max and its soo annoying!! mentally and physically tired. friday was alrighte though..i was just waiting for the week to end..and in the night we had PURE this school dance. it was okkay..and like i got grinded twice by this random person..damn sick! HE'S NOT EVEN MICHAEL PHELPS!! hahaha ((: anyway..the whole of tt week ppl have been telling me how stuck up my sis was and that she's too extreme and stuff like that. okay i can do the normal thing i do..SMILE
BLINK
"HUH? REALLY?? SO SAD"
AND CHANGE SUBJECT.
but it really gets too much when the ppl that my sister loves are actually the ones saying these things. i tell myself to act as if nothing has happened but really i feel SO MUCH pain for my sister. My sister really cares for them and they can't see it. Its so annoying..she shows them love care and concern!! but they don't see it that way, i'm not taking sides but my sister is only human and she has the right to make mistakes too doesn't she? if you wanna say bad stuff bout my sister PLEASE DON'T tell me..this will make it all the more bearable. okay and CHEYANNE CHUA PEI QI left for melbourne on wednesday :(( HOW SAD AM I!!! WHAT IS UP WITH AUSTRALIA?? everyone keeps leaving for it -.- dennis, ken, jasmine, rachel, sharleen, augustine so on so on..and IF YOKO YEAP EVER LEAVES I'M GONNA CRY LIKE ANYTHING!! :(( and i've been staying up wtih cheyanne for the whole week she can't sleep and she's so nervous..sigh :(( hahaha..and i kept sleeping in lessons..hahaha ((: I BLAME IT ON CHEYANNE AND TOO MUCH LOVE ((: hahahah..CHEYANNE IF YOU ARE READING THIS I WANT A TREAT WHEN YOU GET BACK ((: lol..but this week had been a little too big for me and i just surrenderred everything to God..sigh ((: but everything came back into perspective and i received a word..i just felt so much better ((:

not many ppl understand me..but thanks to those tt were there to lend their ears ((:
cheyanne, markey, matthi, vic, chase, clarence, viresh..hahaha..SUPRISINGLY VIRESH ((:
yeah tt annoying boy was really nice..but he was mopey and depressed too..hahah I LOVE VIRESH! yeah..so anyway i really have to deal with this..it gets too heavy sometimes..LORD I NEED A SOLUTION!! lalalalala